Screams from the Basement

What LSD Does: A New Understanding

2012-01-21T03:37:00.000-08:00

First off, I haven't done LSD in well over a decade, so don't get the impression that I'm some acid head, babbling nonsense. However, I would consider myself an expert on the experience given the quantities I ingested in the late 80's and early 90's. So, what is this experience that so deftly defies clear description? I've figured out why/how everything looks different, how we see sounds, and seemingly hear voices from another world...

It's really quite simple, LSD causes a sensory shift. When 'tripping' the world has a different look to it. Everything is the same, but somehow is different, like a different mood or lighting. What has changed is actually the primary colors. In normal life, the primary colors are red, blue, and yellow. From those, all the others are made. When hallucinating, the primary colors shift and become purple, green, and orange. As such, the world looks very different though nothing has really changed. This shift does not limit itself to light perception.

The shift effects our hearing as well. the shift also sends part of the our audio sensation to our visual perception. This results in the phenomena described as 'seeing sounds'. This couldn't be more accurate; that is exactly what's happening. A portion of the signal being sent from your ears to your brain is redirected to your visual cortex and interpreted as visual input which in turn provides us with that special experience.

Our ears are sensitive to the highest frequencies we can perceive, i.e. if our senses present us with a set range of perceivable frequencies, our hearing lies at one of the leading edges of that range. Therefore, when the perceptual shift of LSD occurs, our hearing begins receiving input from a 'reality' that we previously could not perceive. I postulate that it is from this new 'reality' that the voices sometimes heard emanate and that they are in fact real communication from some other being, be they subconscious utterances from humans or some other life form all together.

As for the patterns one sees in all things when hallucinating, that is our mind at work. One of our primary functions is pattern recognition. The 'new' input we are interpreting as a result of the shift is fundamentally different from that which we are accustomed. As such, there is what one might call noise or parts of the signal which our minds don't know what to do with. This in turn gives our minds some extra freedom of interpretation which manifests in our brains filling in the 'gaps' so that these patterns appear - i.e. so that things look logical/make sense.

That's the story so far. Now if I could only find some LSD...

Here's some Blah Blah for your Blah Blah. That's right... I said it!

2012-01-06T16:13:00.000-08:00

So it's finally here! 2012!!!

Yes, the end game. Good bye nonsense. Released from hell we shall be. Judgement Day.

Well, whatever the year brings, I just pray it's SOMETHING. I mean really. We elected our first black President four years back. Remember that? That good looking, youthful, well spoken, thoughtful, and downright impressive person ...person? I mean NIGGER. In fact, I'm pretty sure he's the best President we've had since my birth. ...Please, don't embarrass yourself trying to contradict that... It's a shame we elected him into the greatest economic and foreign relations disasters of my lifetime as well. And then people are like, "Obama hasn't done shit! I may even be worse off since he took the Presidency. I ain't re-electing that dumb ass."

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!?!?!

The fact that things are even comparable to four years ago is a miracle! Had we elected anyone else (save Paul or Edwards - That's right! I said it!) and we'd probably be having clan wars with sticks and stones by now. Grunting and snorting at each other and wearing animal hides (and probably having crazy domination oriented sex that makes all that rape-ish porn look tame -- yeah, choking her out. Whatever... try slamming her over the head with a club and THEN hittin it like a gorilla. ...In front of your parents, kids, and 10 other clan members. ...All of whom don't even really notice!) Sorry, got a little swept up there...

But yeah, does anyone remember the piece of shit, disaster of a country that Bush enabled? That there's ANY hope right now is AMAZING. If Obama isn't re-elected I will weep. Literally. Tears will come forth from my eyes. ...and hopefully I will have amassed enough cash to move to Costa Rica and retire. Of course I'd stick around for Ron Paul as well, but we all know... when California drops into the ocean his candidacy will go straight down the toilet. HAHA!!! 2012!!!

AAAAAnyway, back to Obama, my initial point was that the first black president issue barely made the headlines, or so it seemed to me? I mean, yes it was a big deal and had some hoopla surrounding it, but it was nowhere near the event I expected it to be. Especially since it came so quick! 2008?!?!?! WOW!!! I was thinking more around 2032! It hasn't even been 50 years since "I have a dream..." and the head honcho is BLACK?!?! and not some John Smith Black, we're talkin some BARACK OBAMA Black! Shit, I'm surprised he wore shoes to the inauguration! See, you've got to understand now, we're not talkin CEO of some corporation, or president of a bank, or even a manager at McDonald's. We are talking about THE PRESIDENT, THE LEADER, THE BOSS of the MOST POWERFUL and DOMINANT COUNTRY on the PLANET. Think about it, in less than a nigger's life expectancy - "I'm sittin' in the back of the bus, can't use "white people stuff", and I occasionally get lynched." TO "I'm arguably the MOST POWERFUL MAN IN THE WORLD." I dunno, seems pretty quick to me? Don't get me wrong - HURRAY! - but damn... maybe the people of the US weren't quite as bassackwards as we thought? Maybe it's just that the STUPID ones were f'in LOUD and ... well ... stupid?

Gotta go... I think I felt a tremor!...

GOTTA GET A BOAT AND SOME SCUBA GEAR SO I CAN GET IN ON THE LOOTING OF BEVERLY HILLS (and Encino!) when it's under the Pacific Ocean!

If you're not a little nervous, you're not taking it far enough.

2011-12-28T00:16:00.000-08:00

In times of greater prosperity than the present, I enjoy the hobby of making bumper stickers. This endeavor provided me with inspiration and pushed my mind to deeper and deeper levels of analysis. There is one concept which has shined above all though. It is somewhat metaphorical.
I would generally print stickers in groups of about 5, and for whatever individual reasons would print between 3 and 20 stickers of each design. I loved showing of my clever sayings and ideas. In a group of 5 there would generally be 1 that basically went too far about something, 3 that were entertaining but at most, were only slightly provocative. Then there was one that was just kinda lame. Every single time, that one sticker that was just too much, too controversial a view, on too sensitive a topic became the indisputable public favorite and within a year, the wild, shocking statement it made had become commonplace.
I have a similar saying in skiing: If you never fall when you ski, it doesn't mean you're good. It means you're not skiing hard enough.

The Origin of Nigger - A New Theory

2011-12-18T17:52:00.000-08:00

It is generally accepted that Nigger evolved from the word Negro in the south, back in the days of slavery. Basically, the name stuck as an derogatory term. Let's take a closer look at the implied evolution of this term...

So we have black slaves working for white masters. Presumably, the masters initially referred to the slaves as Negros. For whatever linguistic reasons, Negro evolved into Nigger. While slavery was abandoned, the name Nigger, was not. It began to carry reference to times gone by when blacks were slaves, i.e. lesser beings by design. People's tone and usage of the term made it's meaning more and more derogatory over time; ultimately making it the easiest route for any white person to piss off a black person. This is the popular story as I understand it.

In the unpredictable realm of the evolution of words, this seems to be a reasonable and believable explanation/recount of history. I however, am not so satisfied. If the term Nigger evolved from Negro, why is it so negatively powerful? Negro/Black/Dark or whatever, seems rather benign and mundane to pick up such injurious power. In the very least, it seems unlikely. I find something to the effect of the following course of events more plausible:

A Master and Slave are together one day and the Master turns to the slave,
"Zeke, you know what your problem is? Why you people won't ever amount to more than slaves?"
Zeke paused, giving the Master his full attention, curiously awaiting the answer...
"Your problem is that you're IGNORANT. You don't know nuthin. You're stupid."
The Master continued, "... Now get back to work." and he walked away. The statement stuck with Zeke and he continued to think about it.

The next day Zeke was working along side his cousin Joe and said,
"Hey Joe, I was talkin to Massa yesserday n he said sumtin funny."
"So, what he say?"
"He say we wrong cuz we nigorant."
"Niggerant?"
"Yeah, niggerant."
"Well, you might be niggerant, but I ain't no niggerant."
"Yes you are."
"No, you da nigger, ain't me."
"You a nigger."
"No, you da nigger."
"Yooz a nigger too."
"Nigger."
"Nigger."

Their Master had been listening to the conversation and stepped up with a stern voice but smiling, "You're BOTH NIGGERS! Now get back to work! ...Niggers." He chuckled to himself as he walked away.

"See... Nigger..."
"Nigger."
"Nigger."
"Nigger..."

Because it did sound like Negro, the Master continued to refer to his slaves as Nigger and Niggers as a little joke to himself. The slaves, though they didn't really know what it meant, they knew it was negative, and it pissed them off more and more. As such, a racial slur was born.

Nigger is a mispronounced, offshoot of Ignorant. A similar mispronunciation can be found in the word Ask being pronounced as Axe. Regardless, the specifics could have gone down a million different ways, my point is the same: The term Nigger did not come from Negro, it came from Ignorant and should be defined and treated as such.

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Iran & its government are not evil, they don't hate Jews, and they're not backwards.

2011-11-15T02:40:00.000-08:00

Would someone tell CNN to get off Iran's dick. Yes, their culture is different (and older) than ours. Get over it. Their government (i.e. Ahmadinejad) is quite progressive and peaceful (certainly more so than ours on both accounts). The US government is on a push to turn the people of the US against Iran to enable them to have the support necessary to attack them and insert a puppet government. We have military installations in every country that borders Iran; now we want to use them. Iran, Venezuela, North Korea, and China are really the primary nations that defy America's will. Go Iran!

THERE CAN BE NO WAR IF NO ONE IS WILLING TO FIGHT OR USE THE WEAPONS.

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To all you internet advertising dreamers and nit wits

2011-10-21T20:21:00.000-07:00

Yes, there is money to be made in internet advertising and promotion. However, there is on important reality that must be kept in mind. Internet advertising does not yet have a very strong link to the real world. Internet advertising works, but it works for internet products. The people being exposed to your ads are there because they have chosen not to do whatever they're doing in the real world. If you have a real world product, advertise it there. As a general rule, the people on the internet won't give a shit about your product. Comprende?

We are not from here; A compelling argument.

2011-10-10T20:55:00.000-07:00

The nature of things is to be in balance. The planetary environment (a.k.a. mother nature) maintains balance (within an unspecified range). For example, when a given species experiences a boom in population, they ultimately outgrow their food supply, and starvation among other things reduces the population back to the balanced range. Likewise, their food supply has just endured a population reduction, which takes pressure off it's food supply, which in turn grows in population, leading to the recovery of the population of the species that was eaten up by the initial booming species. All this says one thing: The balance fluctuates, but is maintained. Always. ...with one exception...
The introduction of non-indigenous species. Massive, virtually uncontrolled booms in the population of a species generally occur only when a species relocates to a new environment, finds a comfortable niche, but has no natural predators to keep its population in check. So, BOOM! Suddenly the beast is everywhere, knocking everything out of balance. In the looooooooong run, a new balance will be established and life will continue, but that is irrelevant in the scope of this essay.
My point is this. Humans have overrun the planet. This is largely due to a clear lack of effective predators. I already explained that this only happens when a transplantation has occurred. Well, humans function at the level of the global ecosystem so how could a transplantation have occurred? An inter-planetary transplant - we are from another world.
I have some additional circumstantial evidence as well. In my observations, each species of animal generally has one type of hair/fur. It may be longer or shorter in different places on their body, but fundamentally, it's type is unchanged. i.e. They don't have pubic hair. Caucasian humans on the other hand, often have a dramatic difference between their body/head hair and pubic hair, lighter skinned races as well. However the difference is not so dramatic in persons of African origin/black people. Note that Africa is pointed to as the origin of the Human race. So would it not make sense to see the "two hair types" anomaly as evidence of a mixing of species/races? But there is no evidence for the origin of humans of any type outside of Africa without emigration having brought humans there. An obvious explanation is the introduction of an alien/offworld species which mixed with the native African/black humans, resulting in humans with two hair types. In addition to this, the introduction appears to have altered the human species enough that it began functioning outside the natural balance and thus the resulting overrunning of the planetary ecosystem.
Furthermore, Caucasian cultures and individuals, historically display a drive for conquest and control at levels beyond what would be considered healthy for survival and prosperity; levels we don't see in any other animal. Nor in African cultures - as far as my limited knowledge goes. But as skin lightens, we begin to see this drive emerge around the world.
Do understand that these broad generalizations are for the sake of historical argument only and are not grounds for prejudice or much meaningful application at all regarding today's global human culture.
So yeah, we're alien hybrids...

The Almighty Power of One

2011-10-10T00:54:00.000-07:00

Every object (especially those capable of self controlled propulsion) capable of movement - especially spinning, contains and controls the Entire Power of the Universe, for in order for that item to be spinning, the remainder of the universe must necessarily in fact be spinning around that object. (I'm speaking within the general paradigm of Alteration of Perspective) Thus, when you are being a self-centered prick, it's o.k., because you ARE the center of the universe, and the world DOES revolve around you. Ta Da!

Well that "Fiction Remaining Fiction" was a whole lotta bullshit, that's for certain...

2011-09-04T17:06:00.000-07:00

It's Sunday, Sept 4th. Well, last Monday (28th?) the vision(audio hallucination?) I'd been having and wrote about in my last post came to be reality. No Shit.

So, the event wasn't nearly as dramatic nor traumatic as the version I wrote and Lisa wasn't involved at all (too busy being in jail! lol) Basically, I was sitting in one of those extra low, pool-side chairs in the exact spot I had envisioned Lisa to be lounging. Leo was at the top of the steps of the pool and Ahlia was standing on the first step of the side steps of the pool. I was kind of day dreaming when I heard a rustling of the water. Ahlia had stepped off the step into the shallow end (may as well have been deep end as far as she was concerned) and flailing about under the water. Leo managed to get out, "Pa..." before I had lept in and scooped her up. She hadn't taken a lungfull of water or anything; a little bit of coughing and gasping as I held her. No crying, but she got a good scare out of it. On Wednesday I made sure we spent the day in the pool to minimize her aversion. She was noticibly more timid and far less daring around the water, but I think in time, she'll recover fully from the fright. Nonetheless pretty weird. I'm just glad it's over and I don't have to continue waiting to see if my vision was going to materialize. It did. We're all fine and thank god.

Make somthing into fiction and fiction it remains?

2011-08-23T22:45:00.000-07:00

Three times over roughly the last five days, I've had a very disturbing vision. A waking vision, not a dream. Ironically, I didn't see the vision, but heard it. I heard the voices of the people talking; like listening to a play on the radio or something. I did get fleeting visual images, but not much to speak of.
Anyway, as I said, the events of the vision were disturbing to say the least. Finally after this third occurrence I decided to write out the story I was hearing. I'm hoping that by turning the story into fiction, it will thus remain fiction rather than becoming some terrible premonition. The words were specific and identical, and in the speakers actual voice on all three occasions - without exception. I have used this exact dialogue here. So here's my story (first draft, it still needs a little work)

MY LITTLE SWIMMER

It was another scorching hot August day. I was in the kitchen doing some work on the computer when my 4 year old son, Leo walked in from the living room. He, his little sister Ahlia, and their Mom were enjoying the afternoon in the backyard by the pool.

"Hi Leo." I said, glancing at him standing in the doorway.

I noticed he had that slightly stiff and awkward look of, "I have come to give you information." that only toddlers can have. So I looked back to him to hear what he had to say.

Without any judgement or emotion, but with a hint of curiosity, Leo said, "Papa? Ahlia's under the wat..."
I never heard the "-er."

In that instant, my stomach felt as if at my feet, I experienced simultaneous peak levels of terror, shock, fear, and what I can only describe as "GO!"

In a single blast, my chair flew backwards across the room; I was already past Leo and a step from the sliding glass door (I do actually remember being sure not to touch Leo as I blew by him so he wouldn't feel dismissed for relaying this information - the things our minds can process instantaneously never cease to amaze me.)

Passing Leo I could immediately see a little blur of pink in the middle of the shallow end. My final step was on the metal frame of the glass door (Thank GOD that door was open! Or this would have been a very different story!) I could feel my foot's firm grip on the frame and chose to launch my dive from there rather than risk that next step onto the wet concrete. The results were mixed.

My dive was aimed perfectly. In a single, swift motion, my outstretched arms shot right under Ahlia and swept her little body up onto the far edge of the pool. She was unconscious and not breathing (I wouldn't notice my knee had clipped the concrete lip of the pool 'till much later.)

Pinch her nose, open her mouth, BLOW! ohhh, support her neck. BLOW. BLOW.
O.K. Just below the hard middle thing, firmly but gently Pump. Pump. Pump.
Nose, neck, BLOW, BLOW, BLOW. Now, Pump. Pump. Pump...
I had no idea what I was doing. I hadn't taken a CPR class in 20 years. But this wasn't really the time to be indecisive. So, 1-2-3, 1-2-3...

And BLAM! COUGH! She blasted bile and water into my face!

COUGH! GURGLE! Gasp! COUGH! Gasp! COUGH!

Suddenly her eyes came alive, her color returned, and she looked into my eyes.

COUGH!

"Papa!"

I could see her trying to smile through the coughing.

In her little water-logged voice, "Papa! Did you see me swimming?!?! I was swimming, Papa! Did you see me swimming?!?!"

Hugging her, the love I felt in that moment... The tears pouring down my face, "Yes baby! I saw you! You were swimming so good! SO GOOD BABY! I saw you!"

I just held her and wept. Relief. Release.

My clarity returned and I turned my head right. I saw their Mom sitting up, watching with curiosity and confusion from her Chaise Lounge. That's when I felt the burning rage filling my body. The burning rage my father would have unleashed right at this moment. Not with injurous violence, hitting a woman was never an option, but believe me, that burning, blaming rage would have been released.

All at once, in an automatic, reactive process, my mind thought, "No. I am the NEXT generation. I can improve here. This is not about blame, this is about Ahlia. I can deal with Mom later when I'm not rushing with adrenaline."

Leo was watching from the doorway. He saw the love not rage. He felt drawn towards his family in this peak, but somewhat confusing moment; not the fear from observing unleashed anger.

This is about Ahlia; so proud to have swam in front of her Papa and swam so good.

...My knee feels funny? Oooooh my...

The Intended Nature of Government

2011-07-22T05:45:00.000-07:00

Government is the means by which a large group of people (e.g. a country) communicates amongst itself about universal issues and reaches collective decisions in regards to those matters.
My point being that it is not an entity, separate from the populace, charged with the duty of controlling the people. Nor is it an independent entity, granted the power to develop and execute foreign policy & relations which are not clearly supported and expressed by the citizenry.

Another one...

2011-07-21T04:50:00.000-07:00

Breaking rules/laws is not dishonest. Getting caught and then lying about it is.

My latest contribution to the collective consciousness:

2011-07-20T21:45:00.000-07:00

Pursuing adolescent dreams of making a difference is not adolescent. Giving up is.

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All B.S. aside. Let's take a look at the Holy Bible - with open eyes...

2011-07-05T03:37:00.000-07:00

I've begun a sort of bible study series on YouTube. This is my first video...

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A quick thank you to some mates:

2011-06-07T12:24:00.000-07:00

Joe Cardador: The quintessential rock drummer. Put it this way, I never performed 1 note of my music with another drummer.

Jake Adams: A lyricist and vocalist before his time. You were massively under-appreciated and more talented than anyone realized.

Jason Tellez: A musician and sax player of uncommon talent. I was so lucky to have gotten to play with you for so many years.

Gary Israel: The ultimate subliminal bass player. The best all around musician amongst us.

Windy Smith: What's hotter than a punk-rock, blond, baritone sax player? Nothing.

Time for a New Christianity because this one we have is ALL f'ed up...

2011-06-04T14:49:00.000-07:00

FORGIVENESS. Indeed, forgiveness is one of the cornerstones of Christianity. Please correct me if I'm mistaken, but in my view it is indisputable. A Christian is nothing if not forgiving.
That said...
Is not "Banishment into the pits of hell for all eternity" the virtual textbook ANTITHESIS of Forgiveness? They don't even have to say, "Do not pass GO. Do not collect $200." 'Cause it doesn't matter - you're going to HELL... FOREVER... and once that's over... you STAY IN HELL, BECAUSE IT'S FOREVER!
Now, is it just me? or is there some kind of FUNDAMENTAL INCONGRUENCE/INCONSISTENCY going on here??????
I dunno, seems like a pretty big oversight to blame on god. Who can we pin it on? (No, not Satan - that's so DONE.)

The Final Battle

2011-04-25T01:47:00.000-07:00

While moving through the fields of lions, Satan came to me and spoke.
"I have an important question for you. Eventually, someday, the end will come. When it does and it comes down to the final two, me and you. Only one can go on. The choice will be left unto you. Who will continue? Me or you?"
I employed the gifts god gave me, all given for this moment. The conflict was clear. My heart did not hesitate. Him. Choose him.
My mind replied, "What? Choose Satan before me? How can this be? Is that not his final victory?"
I have since found countless explanations, for every approach yields the same answer if taken all the way through. At that time, I saw this:
I am of god. I know what I bring to the table and as does god. This is known.
I do not know Satan or what he brings. He is the unknown.
The path of god is into the unknown, fearlessly and with love.
My mind was satisfied. The choice was clear.
Satan returned. "What do you say? What is your answer? Who will go on?"
I looked him in the eye and said, "You."
His face blank, he turned and walked away. In the distance I could hear the joyful roar of a crowd. With a tear in my eye, I moved on to join their celebration.

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The Wash. Post: Mexican drug cartels killing children

2011-04-12T02:24:00.000-07:00

That's right. Drug crazed maniacs, running the streets in Mexico, brandishing their weapons, searching for children under 10 to kill as symbols of their evil hearts. That's right. Little children. ...Evil bastards. See! A Mexican gets a little bit of money and what does he do? He starts killing children. Yeah, I think it's best we just leave them in their cardboard boxes...
NO, YOU DUMBFUCKS! It's the only reasonable and humane course of action under the given circumstances. Think about it. Man and his wife are working for a cartel. DEA offers them a bunch of money to be informants. The get a bunch of guys killed and thrown in jail and eventually get discovered. So, appropriately, the cartel goes to their home and kills them. Since there was no time to get a baby sitter, the couple's 5 year old witnessed the murder of his parents. Needless to say, he was a bit bothered by the event. So what do you do? Let the kid stay there with his dead parents for a while and eventually grow up a massively scarred and emotionally damaged individual? No, you show a little mercy and responsibility and kill the kid too. The guys didn't enjoy killing the child. It was a nightmare for them no doubt. But it was the right thing to do and they "manned up" and did it. My condolences to all involved. Yuk. But news people: WISE UP!

Letter to Child Support Enforcement Office

2011-03-12T09:14:00.000-08:00

From: ericthem@hotmail.com
Subject: Child Support Enforcement
Date: March 12, 2011 8:59:18 AM PST
To: cse@dwss.nv.gov

I cannot fully express the immense disappointment and frustration I feel every time I prepare to go to the CSE office to make a payment. Not because I am paying child support, I'm fine with that. By my best observation, the office created to collect my payments - by force if they deem necessary - is doing almost everything imaginable to ensure that making my payments is as difficult as possible. Don't you WANT my payments? Is it not in the best interests of the kids that you make every effort to encourage me to make my payments? OF COURSE!

Then why? ... why? why? why? I've been able to make deposits at atm machines for 30 years. I can make my cel bill payments at a little machine. Why isn't there a machine OUTSIDE where there's no metal detectors, no overpaid "DA Investigators", no 8am-5pm M-F only, no snaking lines, no little number slips, no disinterested employees, no retarded parents, etc. Payments would take less than 1 minute. ...30 years!!! We have the technology! Had it for THREE DECADES in fact. ...Go Team!

I pay EVERY BILL I HAVE online. Every single one. Except my child support payment. WOW! Wouldn't that be an incredible innovation! What forward-thinking genius came up with that idea? ... 20 years ago. Does the Division head have Down Syndrome or something? They just moved to a new facility even!! Upgrade time! Right? What was the big advancement? Now they have a DMV-style number system... ooooooh!!! Cool! An automated voice even calls my number!!!

How about just phone payments? Surely you can train people to answer a telephone? Or even outsource it to India if you're a little tight on cash.

It continues to absolutely BLOW MY MIND how retarded the current service methods are. If I didn't see it every month, I would never believe it. Never.

Have a nice day.

-Eric

Scarcity Begets Dysfunction - Legalization of Illicit Drugs

2011-03-10T02:00:00.000-08:00

I assume that the primary argument against drug legalization is that by making it available to all that are of age (which doesn't necessarily have to be the case in a legalized scenario) that the ill effects would wreak havoc on parts of society which currently are drug free simply due to lack of exposure and availability. ...Maybe so. I highly doubt that would be the case in significant numbers but I cannot rule it out. Given our current rate of evolution, it's doubtful you or I will ever know for sure. Nonetheless...

My current point is that our fundamental perspective on the issue as a whole is flawed and that's why progress towards any resolution is so slow. Generally, we accept the villain or problem to be Illicit Drugs, i.e. marijuana, cocaine, ecstasy, crystal meth, and heroin. There are countless others (incl. prescriptions) but these are "The Big Five". Fortunately, marijuana is already on its way towards legalization and maybe that will change some minds, but I digress.

The problem is not really the substances at all. In fact, the substances are the SOLUTION! The problem is the LACK of drugs. When a crackhead or tweaker or junkie have crack or meth or heroin, they are the LAST people that are going to create ANY type of problem in society. They're gonna be chillin' in their hotel room doing their thing or cruisin' around, not bothering anyone. It's when the high prices have sucked them dry and/or dope becomes scarce that the situation gets ugly. SCARCITY BEGETS DYSFUNCTION.

If ANY substance or other noun that an individual considers "a necessity" comes up in short supply, as that available supply diminishes, dysfunctional behaviors become more likely and prevalent. e.g. if you don't have food or water or... shelter? whatever, you're gonna do what it takes to get it right? If a person has developed a relationship with a drug that has them feeling it as a necessity, it only makes sense that they "do what they gotta do."

I'd be willing to bet that most hard core addicts, if they didn't have to be consumed on how to get their next $40 to get high or whatever, in an accepting environment, they could hold down jobs and be productive people. Well, except for junkies maybe. All the nodding out really screws things up. Maybe they could just do 'at home' jobs? If a quick hit off the crack pipe was just that, instead of an hourly, 45 minute stress out session in a bathroom stall, just to get one unsatisfying hit - work for 15 mins - go try again... crackheads could work the next 28 or 58 minutes no problem.

I'm frikin tired. just remember: SCARCITY BEGETS DYSFUNCTION - not drugs.

NEW UNDERSTANDING (for me) of Mutation & Incest

2011-02-27T22:40:00.000-08:00

Incest is very taboo and rightly so. Why? Primarily because it creates mutations in any resulting offspring. That's why many breeds of dogs have health and other issues; because in order to strengthen and solidify the desired characteristic traits of the breed being created, breeders would often breed dogs that were directly related (i.e. son-mother, father-daughter, brother-sister, etc...).

Over the years, I have often wondered why this is the case. Why children of close relatives are subject to fairly dramatic mutations as opposed to children of unrelated people, in which mutations are comparatively rare. Why this curse on relatives "keeping it in the family"? Why does "mother nature" care; for clearly this is a defined distinction and thus has some purpose.

Like so many things, if not all things, the purpose is survival. It is a function of population. e.g. Planet E is populated with the "Hunans". If they are a successful "life design" they will prosper and their numbers will grow - bringing more & more diversity within the defining limits of what makes a Hunan - making mutations a rare occurrence. On the other hand, had the life design of Hunans not been a successful one, their numbers would have decreased over time, in route to extinction. But life is not just a quitter like that.

This is where incest comes in. The rapid and dramatic mutations are an organism/species's final defense against extinction. It's sort of a last attempt to alter the species design into a more viable and successful form. As the population shrinks, it becomes increasingly likely that sexual relations will occur between ever-closer relatives. The idea being that one or more of the resulting mutations will eliminate or compensate for whatever deficiency exists in the current design; which is clearly in the process of failing as evidenced by the dwindling population.

There you have it. This is why (in terms of how is it adaptive for the organism) mutations occur in the offspring of incestuous partners.

The USA parades its ignorance on the world stage once again: President Mahmoud Admadinejad's speech to the U.N.

2010-09-23T18:44:00.000-07:00

President Mahmoud Admadinejad's speech was not well received by the western world's delegates. In fact when Admadinejad addressed 9-11 and the alternative theories held by many, the western delegates walked out. This may not seem like a very noteworthy response, in fact it was quite predictable. My point however is that it is important and quite disgraceful.

Understand, this is not a random, highly educated nimrod speaking in a church gymnasium. This is the President of one of the most powerful countries in the world, speaking to the world's delegates at the U.N. in New York. The communications occurring in this forum represent power and influence on our planet at a level us laymen don't really understand. [Note: I am writing from an assumed perspective, not necessarily my own, in order to achieve greater topic focus.] As such, to simply disregard without any consideration of content, a world Leader's address is simply ignorant. A nation's President, no matter how opposed to or offended by their opinions you may be, is worthy of your ear. Have you ever run for President? Probably not, but let me tell you, it is no small matter. It takes a little more effort than your 3-month science project in 9th grade. Now, to run and win, that is all but impossible. Earning a PhD in Sub-Atomic Physics is easier than becoming President of a major country. So, even if you think he's an imbecile, give the man your attention.

To walk out during a Leader's address is simple pageantry; adolescent dramatization. I hate it when we parade our ignorance on the world stage. It is embarrassing and shameful. Only those that are guilty and trying to hide something react to what ultimately are nothing more than words coming from a human being's mouth, with such flair. To label a topic or opinion as "Taboo" is a tool of people trying to hide something, not the offended.

Well I'm tired and want to wrap this up. May god bless President Mahmoud Admadinejad. Fuck the Overlords.

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Don't Tread On Me

2010-08-19T16:42:00.001-07:00

The saying has always been a bit peculiar in my view. It gives me an impression of National pride, a bit of macho posturing, and the image of the snake. I figured the snake was the representation of something that, if you stepped on it, would whip around and bite you. Hence the warning, "Don't tread on me."

So I finally bothered to give the saying some actual thought and consideration. I came to a perspective that is a little different than the one described above. "Don't Tread On Me." is more than a tough guy slogan of National pride. It's actually a practical expression of how to succeed in a world of freedom and liberty. I am an anarchist. That doesn't mean spray paint, spiked hair, and using foul language talking to my parents. What it means is that I believe in the ultimate positivity of human nature. That we can govern ourselves. That we don't need to create entities to control us and limit our freedom in the name of order.

In the world I would prefer to live in, "Don't Tread On Me." would be a fundamental tenet. What it means is: Live your life, enjoy your freedom, just pay enough attention to your behavior to avoid stepping on me and my freedom. Critics often respond to this notion with the argument that in such circumstance, you aren't actually free. Bull fuck. I don't have time to sit around and argue semantic, legal-esque type arguments. You can be considerate and still be free. If you disagree based on semantic definitions, then feel free to go sit on a dildo and stroke your genitals; you ARE the problem.

Anyway, "Don't Tread On Me." is an individual and personal, philosophical expression of how we can enjoy freedom and liberty without fighting each other to assert our commitment to such values.

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Three new bumper stickers I made:

2010-08-07T04:34:00.000-07:00

Another Look Our Number System...

2010-08-07T04:27:00.000-07:00

O.k. so the latest revised number system can be thought of as two sets of four plus one oddball for each set of four (0 and 5 being the oddballs). Practically:

0 1 2 3 4
5 6 7 8 9

the next item of interest is concerning consistency. if 0 is not an actual number and just a "place holder" then 5 should have a similar designation. Thus far, it does not. Furthermore, I haven't had enough time to come up with a way of dealing with such set up. So lets take it the other way - Let's say 0, like 5, IS a number and not any different except that it's zero... ?

Now, here's the neat stuff... consider the "space" between 0 and 1. Is that space part of 0 or part of 1? In a practical sense, as long as you're below 1 and above zero, are you still in the "zero zone" or are you in the "one zone". i.e. there's a space between each whole number. That space is either part of the number above it, or part of the number below it. You'll see why this matters in a moment... Lets say for example, the space is part of the number below it.
So our set begins directly on zero and is "part of zero" until you hit 1. from that point you're traveling in the zone of 1 until you actually hit 2. Think of this in a physical representation...
because the space between numbers is associated with the number below it, zero is actually (for all practical purposes) one. yes, zero is actually one. Well, extremely close to one - as close as you can get without being one.

The reason this oddity arises is because I'm dealing only with whole numbers - no decimals. I'm doing so because they are a better representation of reality. In reality there are no decimals. either something exists (represented as 1) or it doesn't exist (represented as 0 - or so we're lead to believe). Something can't half-exist - at least I can't imagine it thus far. So, I restrict the inquiry to whole numbers. O.k., back to dealing with the reality of the space between numbers issue...

In our first solution - associating the space with the number below it, we ended up with this strangeness of zero actually being closer to what we presently call 1. One good thing that this approach does is make 9 physically more like 10. I say this is good because it creates a likeness between the system and reality (10 fingers, 10 toes, etc.) So we could say 5 and 0 are representative of our thumbs and 1-4 and 6-9 are our fingers... Still zero being one isn't quite ideal, let's try the other way...
What happens if we associate the space between numbers with the number above it?
Well, 1 is akin to the real world i.e. 1 is actually 1, 2 is 2, etc. But, 9 is now 9 which makes our system less connected to reality... or does it? Let's consider zero.
Recall, zero is a number, not a place holder. This is so we don't have to do some undetermined tweaking of 5 to account for it's "zeroness". As such, zero would now consist of the space below it as well. Hmmm... so zero is now actually more like -1. For some reason I like that. I need to go think about this for a little while...

Please apply the "Golden Rule" people...

2010-07-31T07:57:00.000-07:00

I was just checking out wikileak.org and the 91,000 military documents recording the events in Afghanistan over the last 6 years or so. There was a map with pointers showing the locations of the military actions referred to in the documents. I was surprised to see how completely we've blanketed the country. The distribution of activity was more like I would expect in Iraq, not the "side skirmish" in Afghanistan.

This new perspective in hand, I looked at how the overall region appears. Basically, we've surrounded Iran with full scale military actions i.e. Wars. Imagine if Iran felt it had reason to flat-out occupy Canada and fully engaged it's military with the drug cartels in Mexico. And just to be thorough, took a generally aggressive and threatening stance towards the U.S. Do you think we might have something to say about that? Take a minute to really imagine an anti-U.S. country, taking over Canada and Mexico, and us being expected to sit here quietly and be obedient.

Is it me or do I smell a touch of hypocrisy?

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This will help you understand the true nature of Iran

2010-05-11T11:02:00.000-07:00

Once exposed to the events shown in this film, the image of Iran provided by the U.S. media appears in a new light. It is no coincidence that the two governments most despised by the U.S. government (Iran & Venezuela), happen to be two of the most oil-rich countries in the world.
Take the time to watch this:

Greece is the Word, is the Word, that you Heard... It's got groove. It's got meaning.

2010-05-09T18:56:00.000-07:00

The events in Greece are indeed important. However, they are not so because of their impact on the financial markets, or the Euro economy, or even our own economy. We need to be watching Greece closely because it is a test run of economic collapse and is a crystal ball into our own and in fact the whole world's future. There's large amounts of uncertainty when messing around with millions of human beings using dramatic circumstances and events. TPTB are trying to be sure they can end up where they want to be once they serve the final ball. Watch the events in Greece very closely.

eMath - Evolving Mathematics for Our Evolving World

2010-04-12T08:49:00.000-07:00

The sex post is great and all, but I just read a post from March 31st about numbers and counting and realized that the information I'm about to post originated there and I think that's pretty neat. Anyway here's some scans of the idea. Sooner or later, I'll make a pretty presentation of this, but this will do for now...

The images are a little too small to read with ease, so just double click on each image as you go and a larger version of that page should open (4 pages total). Then just use your back button to return to the complete post and the next image.

Your comments and thoughts are very welcome. I need feedback on this stuff...

HOW DO YOU LIKE THAT SURPRISE ENDING?!?!?! 12135

You can't help it. Sex is gonna be sex.

2010-04-12T08:39:00.000-07:00

Though I have a potentially powerful mathematical theory coming to fruition and waiting to be posted, I have a bit of more practical information everyone should probably know, but very few have ever really even considered.

Sex. Yes, it's about sex. So at least reading this will be worth the bother. You've probably at some point heard of sex being referred to as a type of communication. Maybe you've said it yourself. "It is a way of communicating our love..." or whatever. Along a similar vein (don't even go there), it is often said that you must communicate about sex and that the golden rule is indeed in effect while in the act. In other words, do like you want to be done. If you want it gentle and slow, be gentle and slow. If you want it rough, be rough. Communicate.

Great, Eric vomiting about communication again. But wait, here's the good part... Indeed, you are communicating via the golden rule, but I doubt you realize the depth of (I said don't go there) and WhAt you are actually communicating. Sex (I'm speaking traditionally - I'm not getting into the complexities of gaydom or anything "alternative") is a communication of what we want from our partner, but not just in the moment, but in Life. Sex is a physical manifestation of what we need from the opposite sex. The woman envelops the man, takes him in, shelters him and in a sense protects him. She is doing precisely what she needs her man to do for her in the rest of their life together. Conversely, the man goes inside the woman, into the center of her body, into the center of her. Men need their women to understand them. A man needs his woman to really know (just like the bible says) him. His woman needs to be the person that knows him on the inside and what really goes on in there. He his woman to take the initiative, open him up and then love the person that previously, only he knew - his true self.

Alright, so it's not Earth-shattering. Still, if you give it some consideration you'll find it is a different perspective and in a small way, you'll find it healthy and helpful...
...Happy fuckin'!

PS - Are you ready for the Earth-shattering... eMath!?!?!?!?

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I'm here Confirming the existence of an Alien species referred to as "GRAYS".

2010-03-31T07:29:00.000-07:00

Yes, Grays do exist. However, thanks to the overlords and their confusion-breeding, disinformation, our knowledge and understanding of this fellow alien species has been totally derailed.

Little humanoids with big heads and large, slanted monochrome eyes? Tooling around in the upper atmosphere in flying saucers with pretty lights on them? Uh, ... No.
Once again, reality is VERY far from what we've been lead to believe is the truth...

Grays do have a more common name. Most people call them elephants.
As some mild but nifty support, note our parallel hairy to hairless transformation and our Africa/Mid/Far East historical focus.
So, yeah. Elephants, like us, have off-world origins. There's a strong likelihood that elephants were mixed in with a similar, Earth-native species - our origins are likely along those lines as well.

Start counting with ZERO not One. 9 in "Number World" is actually 10 in "Physical World". THIS IS NNEEWW STUFF!!!

2010-03-31T03:58:00.000-07:00

O.K. so this one is being discovered as I type.
We are told that Zero doesn't actually exist as a number, that it is really just a place holder.
I'm positing that that may be a fundamental error on our part. Possibly leading to untold limitations of understanding or domination by misunderstanding. I came up with this when looking at the written numbers them selves.
First, know that I argue that 5 is the real base of our reality as evidenced by the 5's all around us e.g. 5 fingers, 5 toes, 5 senses, 5 extremities, F I V E ! ! ! ! !
So, I was looking at the numbers we use...
1 2 3 4 5 - now look at the counterparts...
6 7 8 9 10 - a clear physical relationship in each pair other than 5/10 - till I started with Zero. Look:
0 1 2 3 4
5 6 7 8 9 - Ta Da! They fit perfectly - but this uses Zero like a real number... hmmm... processing...

Lying by Omission - See Your World Clearly NOW

2010-03-28T23:40:00.000-07:00

The United States inability to accept, cooperate with, and support the governments of
Iran & Venezuela, lead by Presidents Ahmadinejad & Chavez respectively
is clear evidence of the existence of
at least one, possibly two hidden truths:

1. U.S. foreign policy is driven by a hidden agenda. One which if even partially disclosed, the population would strongly object to and terminate.

2. The U.S. being controlled by an unknown entity which uses the apparent government to conceal it's existence and realize its goals.

FOR THOSE WHO ARE UNAWARE:

The events, on-goings, circumstances, and situations in
Iran and Venezuela,
disseminated by the United States media are
significantly distorted at best and often
completely fabricated by the U.S. government et al.

(12110)

Could we please get off Iran's dick?!?!?!

2010-03-07T17:01:00.000-08:00

It tears at me to watch our endless abuse of Iran. Every time I read a news story concerning Iran, I finish feeling frustrated and powerless. It's as if America's headline stories are distributed each morning, at 5 a.m. EST, directly from the CIA's basement.

As I've pointed out in previous posts, the more you seek unedited, self-translated recordings of Iran President Ahmadinejad, the more you realize how blatantly he is misquoted, taken out of context, and manipulated into appearing as some evil tyrant. He's not.

The vast majority, if not all, of the dissent and accusations and violent uprising is being instigated by the CIA. Paying protesters - and lots of them - is not a foreign concept in the area of interventionist, US foreign policy. Inciting violence and riots with a few snipers is also a popular technique. Man, ...we can be pretty fucked up sometimes...

It all kind of reminds me of that picture of the big statue of Hussein in Iraq. By manipulating the image either by narrowing its breadth or by copying and pasting repeated portions of the crowd it appeared to be a city sized mob, toppling the massive statue of the dictator in fury and celebration. But there was another photographer there. He was on top of a building on the opposite side of the plaza. His photo showed the entire crowd, statue, and surrounding plaza. Strangely though, his photo showed a mostly empty plaza with a handful of maybe 50 people around the statue, struggling to knock it over. The two images carried very different impressions. Unfortunately, there is no "second photographer" in Iran.

I'M a fuckin' LOSER. Thanks for paying for my ENTIRE carefree life. HAHAHAHA!

2010-02-25T09:29:00.000-08:00

So, last week, not too far from where my home is, some wacko took an axe, hacked up some woman near their home or apartment and then proceeded into the street hacking up a 4 month-old baby and another woman.

As you might have guessed, the baby didn't make it. Surprisingly, the two women, in spite of their faces hanging from their chins, apparently did survive! Wow is all I have to say. But then again, man, that's one lame axe murderer. Takes down 3, but only actually kills one and that one was only 4 months old - - L A M E.

But none of that is my point. The next day, the psycho's wife appears on television begging for her husband's forgiveness! Are you fucking kidding me? But there she was. She says he was mentally challenged and unstable and hallucination prone, through no fault of his doing.

I say, "SO WHAT?" Dude hacked up three people in the afternoon, out in the middle of the street - He shouldn't be alive today according to my rules. Regardless, let's consider what's really going to happen here...

This retard is going to be ruled insane and get put up somewhere for the rest of his life, with a roof over his head, three meals per day, medical treatment, dental, and vision - all handled. Wander around his institution playing with crayons and talking to other psychos and doctors. ---ON YOUR TAB! That's right, you're gonna pay for this loser's entire life. Meanwhile plenty of your fellow citizens, WHO DON'T CHOP PEOPLE UP WITH AXES, will be digging in dumpsters, hoping to find a fucking PEACH PIT!

FUCK THIS NONSENSE! FUCK HIS WIFE! FUCK HIM! AND FUCK WHOMEVER SET THIS RIDICULOUS SYSTEM UP!

YEAH, FUCK YOU TOO! I'M SICK OF THIS SHIT...

Why to prepare for "Quadrillion!"

2010-02-25T02:28:00.000-08:00

I'm not sure I have... never mind, just follow me...

When counting, first we have 1's, 10's, & 100's. i.e. 1 - 999.
Then comes the first comma. i.e. 1,000.
So we have 1,000's, 10,000's, and 100,000's. i.e. 1,ooo - 999,999.
All good so far.
Next comes our second comma and 1,000,000.
[I know this seems dumb, but stay with me - have a little faith]
Followed by 1,000,000's 10,000,000's and 100,000,000's i.e. 1,000,000 - 999,999,999.
I know, whoop-dee-fucking-doo! I respond, "Shut up and pay attention!"
Now we have the ever popular ONE BILLION! 1,000,000,000
and so, 1,000,000,000's 10,000,000,000's and 100,000,000,000's
And next? Yes. ONE TRILLION - 1,000,000,000,000
(and to save boring "0" and "," typing)
we then have ONES of trillions
and TENS of trillions
and HUNDREDS of trillions.

So what? So WHAT? SO WHAT?!?!?!?!

Notice, there are 999 "trillions", right? (i.e. fill the ones, tens, and hundreds with 9's...)
Similarly, there are 999 "thousands", right? (i.e. 1,000's, 10,000's, & 100,000's)

999 is roughly 1/1000th of 999,999

But in RELATIVE comparison

999 is roughly ZERO when viewed as a % or fraction of 999,999,999,999,999.

Therefore, when dealing in Trillions of dollars, related interest on such amounts, etc. and you only "go through the Trillions" 999 times before switching to "Quadrillions", you're talking about "going through the Trillions" ZERO times in relative terms. Say in comparison to when Gov't budgest were in the Millions and the like...

Look, I don't know who tricked you into believing Trillion is a realistic and usable number, but they're gonna be shoving Quadrillion up your butt very soon... Stop being such an ASS!

A different take on Barak's most recent "Vegas Slur"

2010-02-16T11:58:00.000-08:00

So the mayor went all up in arms, calling Barak a dummy, etc... that he "has it in for Vegas" or was it "has a thing for Vegas". Either way, the same message. How bout we step Barak for a second and consider this matter with a tad more marketing sophistication.

When Barak said, you "shouldn't go blow a bunch of money on a weekend in Vegas" (or whatever he specifically said) there was no doubt who he was talking to. He had stated it clearly - the person/family trying to put away money for a child's college fund. People currently fighting to stay afloat. People who have to save specifically for their child's higher education, i.e. people who otherwise won't have the money when the time comes. These aren't the people who fuel our city and industry. These aren't what are generally called "successful" people. Bankers from New York, attorneys from L.A., doctors form Marin, foreigners from everywhere... THESE are who feed us. SUCCESSFUL people feed us. RICH people feed us. THESE are the people who Barak CLEARLY was NOT speaking to. Basically, Barak just labeled "taking a weekend in Vegas and blowing a bunch of money" a SYMBOL OF SUCCESS... GET IT?!?!?!?!

I hope our mayor also has enough savvy (which he likely does) to give Barak a "Thank you" in the back room, off-camera.

If not, "THANKS BARAK! Keep sending us ALL the "winners"!"

THE PLEDGE OF BEREAVEMENTS

2010-01-19T17:27:00.000-08:00

The Latest Truisms List...

2009-11-25T14:16:00.000-08:00

Frailty of character can be gauged by the amount of difference between who a person is and who they want to be.

The purpose of government is to prevent one group or individual from impinging upon the rights of another group or individual.

Do not hoard. There's enough for everyone.

We only want for that which is denied us.

Anarchy is the ultimate destination of any positively evolving society.

Mass is resistance to Motion.

Two wrongs don't make a right, but three lefts do!

The object of true love is not experienced as an opportunity, but a responsibility.

Genuine responsibility is a desired obligation.

Anything, physical or otherwise, is defined by its absence.

Substantive abandonment of convention is evidence of mastery.

Life is the dynamic, creative edge of reality.

Scale is the real life representation of variability within a set.

Dimensions are the stepping stones of the universe.

True dimensions occur at prime numbers.

Truth & Honesty are not the same. One can tell the truth while being dishonest.

When being honest, one must necessarily be telling the truth.

Be honest & life will be easy.

When one truly has something, it is given away without the need for self-consideration.

The notion of implied meaning is the root of misunderstanding.

Racism - The belief that all members of a race possess the potential for specific characteristics or abilities which distinguish it from another race or races.
vs.
Racism - The belief that all members of a race possess characteristics or abilities specific to that race; esp. so as to distinguish it as inferior or superior to another race or races. (prejudice may actually be believing a race is lacking some characteristic more often than possessing one).

Varying accent is an emerging means of conveying context & comprehension.

When presented with a choice, to elect 'not to choose' ensures a path void of creativity, which may be found to be destructive by definition.

The absence of communication between necessarily linked parties ensures conflict.

If you discover that an individual really seems to hate you, you can rest assured that they have already done a significant wrong against you.

Humans hate the most, those that they have done the most injustice to. We hate those to which we have already done wrong; and in that order.

I ask: What is at the heart of our BElieFS?
I answer: a LIE
I ask: And what surrounds those same bELIEFs?
I answer: you got it... BS.

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In Case You Forgot: 700,000,000,000. Lets examine that number...

2009-11-08T19:11:00.000-08:00

700,000,000,000. I contend that it greatly exceeds our understanding. So, let's see if we can "create" this number, conceptually in our minds...

10. I can see 10 things. e.g. fingers, marbles, people, etc.
10 sets of 10 - get the picture in your mind - so now we have a picture of 100.
10 sets of 100 - stabilize the image of 100... and now 10 of those... we have 1000.
10 sets of 1000 - one thousand... ok, now 10 of those. ...number's getting a little big now...
10 sets of 10,000 - ok, the picture of 10 one thousands... and now 10 of those...

My image detail has now deteriorated - at 100,000. What I mean is, grasp of the size of 1 begins to fade when I try to actually visualize 100,000. I'm sure I could apply myself and go a bit higher; maybe 10 million at the most? The point is, we're nowhere near 700 billion. And this number (not to mention Trillions!) gets thrown around on the news like it's just another chunk of change. Sure, it's a big number, but we've dealt with big numbers before... yeah right.

A $700,000,000,000 bailout? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? Someone is pulling your prick.

Revisiting the Notion of Two

2009-10-22T08:58:00.000-07:00

Previously I posted something about opposites and such not too long ago. This may be similar but not the same... Not entirely sure what I'm about to write...

Some previously laid foundation:

In order for something to exist:
It must be able to not exist.
It must be distinguishable from some other .

O.K. So what?
This came about while I was listening to a speech by Ahmadinejad. He was talking about God being all for good, love, rightness, brotherhood, etc. Which, conceptually, I'm down for. I started wonder though, looking at the concept of good, in order for it to exist at all, i.e. for something to be described as good, something else must be not good, right?
When I say not good, what do I mean? Frankly, I'm not sure (haha - not sure).
Do I mean evil? or is neutral good enough? or is it in the grammar... ?
To be good, something else must NOT be good.
or
To be good, something else must be NOT GOOD.
Hmmm... I'm gonna let the brain process this a little bit... I'll pickup here or somewhere else when I next feel like it.
Cheers.

Law Enforcement is getting Out of Control

2009-09-22T23:36:00.000-07:00

I've had it with traffic law enforcement. I see police driving around in every type of car under the sun. Vans, pick-ups, Hondas, SUV's, etc. Plus, it seems police cars no longer have to be painted black and white. Now it's white with little blue lettering, "Police" on the side. I don't remember approving that change? Then, the lights are being changed to these low profile ones that are harder to see when not being used.
Most people immediately respond to these things saying, "Well it makes sense! It makes them more able to do their job if they aren't so noticeable. It's easy to spot them behind you with those big lights and black and white paint."
THAT'S THE WHOLE IDEA YOU IDIOTS! We WANT to be able to spot them. If I'm speeding and a cop gets on the freeway behind me, I want to be able to see him so I can slow down. Frankly, I don't give a shit if that guy in the green Taurus does a rolling California stop going through that stop sign. If you're sitting at a red light at 4 a.m. and there's not another car within eyesight in any direction, I don't mind if you go through the red light. The focus Police place on traffic enforcement is ridiculous. Everyone knows it's just a means of fund raising. But no one does anything about it.
I didn't have any change, I was late for an appointment. So I didn't drop a quarter in the meter this one time. I was only gonna be 5 minutes anyway. How is it appropriate that I end up paying $30 because a meter maid happened by while I was gone? No, it's not "just the way it is." It's stupid, it's bullshit, it's wrong. Just because a system is already in place, it doesn't mean we can't change it and make it better.
Although, the caretakers of the current system do not make it very easy to make changes. Anyway, I'm losing focus, but you see what I'm getting at.
And one other thing, we need a "no escalation" law governing traffic stops. If you pull me over for a tail light out, that's what I get, a ticket for my tail light. You don't get to "smell something" and search me and my vehicle. You don't get to arrest me for a parking ticket warrant. You get to write me a ticket for what you pulled me over for. The one exception should be for weapons and weapon related issues, but that's it. We've got to stop this slow construction of the police state. We've got to stop it now.

Yeah, they call it FOOTball. I'm so tired of playing the fool...

2009-08-13T01:59:00.000-07:00

The world over, futbol, football, etc. is the sport of choice - of passion. Here we call it Soccer. The claim is that in the late 19th century "Association Football" was reduced + "er" to "Soccer". Umm... o.k.? yeah, right. Around this same period a new game is invented. It's roots lie somewhere in Rugby I figure.
Now, here's the good part, for some unknown reason, someone?, decides that this new Rugby style should be called "Football". Nevermind that there already IS a sport called football. Remember? The one played the world over where you kick the ball with your foot? Hence the name "football". So yeah, the powers that be decided that the new, American, Rugby style game is going to steal the name "Football" - this game where you primarily manipulate the ball with your HANDS and much of the game consists of "SOCking" the players of the opposing team... Soccer and Football reminds me very much of the whole "parkway" and "driveway" nonsense; and all the other backwards language created to suppress higher thought. But I digress...
I think the proposal I'm about to make is pretty obvious. The NFL and the rest of the sport (i.e. amateur/education levels) should be referred to as Soccer. I feel it more accurately conjures the violent nature of the sport, and it is an original name for what is an original sport. Furthermore, what we now call Soccer should from here on, be referred to as Football. It seems when the entire world refers to a game played primarily with your FEET and a BALL, it would be prudent to cooperate and also call the game FOOTBALL when it is played in your country...
Just to be sure we're straight here, think of it this way:
The Dallas Cowboys are a SOCCER team. The Superbowl is the championship game for professional SOCCER. Pele was a great FOOTBALL player. The AYSO (American Youth Soccer Organization) is now the AYFO. That pleasantly plump mom, driving the mini-van is a FOOTBALL MOM. FOOT-ball is a game played with your FEET!
If we want it to, the world CAN make sense. We could park on parkways and drive on driveways. And maybe, just maybe, if we would bother to straighten out all these little bits of insanity, clogging our minds and cross-wiring our brains, we could move forward to some higher, more interesting levels of thought and new ways of being.

US History Part 1

2009-06-27T12:59:00.000-07:00

Some radical ideas follow. Remember, they are just that... ideas. Some may see them as blasphemous or traitorus. Understand that I love the USA and am grateful for the priviledged life it enables me to live. I bear no malice towards any in the population or government. That being said...

Question: What is The significance of the year 1863?

Answer: Modern slavery was introduced to the USA.

There was no emancipation. It is no coincidence that the signing of the emancipation proclamation and the introduction of our current paper money system occurred the same year.

The native American population were not very competent slaves. They tended to die when captured and even if they survived, they weren't very energetic, nor responsive to physical coercion. As such, the Europeans were forced to import their slaves from Africa.

The boat ride over was no party... the life they lead was not much fun either. The conditions were so harsh that only those with exceptional endurance and strength survived. The resulting population grew strong. The owners realized that by breeding for strength they could achieve greater efficiency from their slave population as well. So on top of the natural selection, purposeful selection further enhanced the slaves' abilities.

I didn't take long for the slaves to notice that they could kick their owners asses at will. Those non-compliant slaves quickly learned the difference between a beating and a shooting. Guns. Guns were the only reason slavery was sustainable at all. Well, guns and the fact that the slaves didn't have any. Still the sheer numbers of slaves made for a management problem. Well, the owners figured, "If we can breed for strength, we can breed for docility and/or intelligence too." Nigger can read - dead. Nigger says, "Duh." a lot - He's making babies.
So life went on with the numbers of dark skinned workers constantly growing, the population growing ever more physically gifted, a little more compliant, and a bit duller around the edges. There were a few other, unexpected characteristics being promulgated in the slave population as well. ...No, I'm not talking about big dicks... though it does count in this section...

A the ability to maintain 2 cultures with a single population. The the public culture, which interacted with the white people and could be seen in the public at large. Then there was the private culture. This is where intelligence and creativity were kept alive in spite of the owners breeding efforts. Sets of skills and concepts became verbal legacies past down through generations. Some examples:
Determining what a person's dreams and desires are and then how to feed those dreams and desires back to them and manipulate them to get what you want.

The wealth generated by free labor was (is) fantastic. So much so, that the Americans imported as many slaves as possible. The slave population grew rapidly and large.

Perhaps the printing of The Origin of Species highlighted the weakness in their slavery system... A very large and powerful population of people, full of justifiable hatred, was living in the backyards of the ruling class. Any more growth in their numbers and they would become unmanageable, in fact, signs that they were already unmanageable were quite common. It was only a matter of time before a grand revolt was successful. Regardless, more workers were needed to sustain growth. A change was necessary...

The Answer to, "Why is everyone broke?"

2009-06-20T10:14:00.000-07:00

Alright, I'm gonna try this one last time. Hopefully this will be clear, short, and illuminating...
The reason everyone is broke is because there is no money to have. i.e. There physically aren't enough dollar bills in the system for it to function properly. Seems kinda peculiar, doesn't it? O.K. so next we ask, "Why?"

Because the system has a fundamental flaw in it's design. Well a flaw if you're on our side of the equation. A tool of control if you're on the other side. You cannot create a sustainable system if you collect interest on the funds introduced to create the system in the first place.

I create a new economy by printing Eric Money and giving you $5000 of it. But it's a loan and you have to pay 1% annually. Seems fair. Well, lets consider... Lets say you intend to pay back the loan within 6 years, by paying $1000 per year, and then whatever interest has accrued. A noble plan for sure... year 1 - you trade with people, etc, etc. and at the end of the year, you've set aside $1k and give it to me. Year 2 - same result - another $1k for me. Year 3 - you have to use violence against children, but you get the $1k - You're half way there!!!!

But you'll never get there. At this point you've paid me back $3,000. That means that there's only $2000 left circulating in our little economy. Even IF you busted some heads and did some magic and pulled together the $1000 each of the coming 2 years, that would be it. There would be ZERO dollars left in the economy. Now how are you going to make this final payment? How are you going to pay the interest? You're not. Cause there's no money to pay it with.

That is fundamental reason the economy is failing and destined to fail (along with the world economy - same principal applies regardless of scale). Although, in reality, it doesn't get to the final stage like the example. In reality, the whole thing freezes up before that third payment was made. See you in hell mo-fo's!!!

About the Nature of Opposites and "negatives"

2009-06-13T09:41:00.000-07:00

It is often said that (in theory) for every positive there must be a negative, in order to maintain "the balance of the universe. I posit that this is not the case.

Notice that in order to be a 'negative' the object (for lack of a more general term) must be the 'negative' OF something. Therefore, the existence of an opposite/'negative' is necessarily dependent on the preexistence of a positive.

On the other hand, a positive is an independent assertion. A positive is not a positive OF something, it simply is.

There are further conceptual issues with this idea of balance. Take a number line for example. Let's assign the value of 6 to our object in question. We mark 6 on the number line. To achieve "balance", our mark must move 6 units left (for simplicity) to return to 0 i.e. our point of balance. The problem here lies in the fact that though our object is loosing value with each progressive unit/step back towards 0, it's value is nonetheless still positive - not negative at all. so where is this 'negative'?

It is being canceled by each unit removed in our steps to zero. As such, why are we now counting from 6? as opposed to zero?

Racisim...

2009-04-26T01:17:00.000-07:00

Race is a lazy mind's tool for identifying culture.

Valuable Homeowner Tip #1

2009-04-24T23:35:00.000-07:00

Well, this is more helpful if you have a pool...
If the wind picks up and you're lamenting cleaning all the debris out of your pool once the wind storm is over, there is light at the end of the tunnel.
Turn Off Your Filter.
What that does is stop the distribution of water around the pool. Thus the wind is the only force moving the water. All the debris ends up collecting in one corner of the pool - a couple swooshes of the leaf net and... Ta Da! even after a crazy wind storm, your pool is sparkling clean. Cheers.

ps- be sure to do the sweeping BEFORE the wind is gone. Once the wind dies down, the debris will spread back out over the pool, thus defeating this technique.

The Ace of Spades

2009-03-20T02:46:00.000-07:00

Since 2003, I've been cruising around, occasionally touting that I intended to be the first "White Black Leader". After a short uncomfortable chuckle, an agreeable nod, and a questioning look, people tend to ask some version of, "Why?" My answer is...

The black community is the single most powerful and effective force in the U.S. when it comes to uprooting and altering the status quo. "Why?" again may be the response. 1. Culture - black-american culture is passionate and more unified than most. When they believe in something, you hear about it. And you hear about it again, but a little louder. Then, you hear about it again. And again... 2. The 'Race Card' - Like it or not, Obama or not, the Race Card exists and it is still strong. If you don't know what I'm talking about, go look it up, knuckle-head. 3. White envy - And in many ways too. Physically, (and yes I'm making bullshit generalizations - get over it) they are stronger, faster, bigger, and well... better. They have greater charisma and sharper sense of humor. Richard Pyor, Eddie Murphy, Dave Chapelle, and that guy over at the Speedee Mart. Yeah, you could make a comparable cracker list, but stop kidding yourself. They just have too much fun and laugh too much - even when basically, life sucks. Last, but not least, you CANNOT forget... ...those dicks and butts! 4. White fear - they're bigger, stronger, faster, louder, passionate, and generally have good reason to be pissed the fuck off - AND often, they just don't give a fuck. So hell yeah, lots of them white folk are INTIMIDATED and downright afraid. In fact, a few of them absolutely should be... 5. Covert Culture - for reasons explained elsewhere, black culture has a secretive, exclusionary, and elitist component (at least from the perspective of the average white person). This is handy when your opponent is the US government. Also, it's tough to see the dark ones at night. And so on, and so on...

So yeah, part of the American Evolution is riling up the sleeping black community - and yes, they're still sleeping... lazy fucks. And as much as black america can promote, a lack of support from them can have devastating effects on a movement as well.

Take important note here that I'm speaking as if one could place the black community on their coffee table. Like I could point a finger at it... like it even really exists - actually, it almost does - but nonetheless, it doesn't. Exaggerating mild racial contrast is just a tool for analysis - it is not real. In fact the separatist perspective I take above is one of the primary opponents of the American Evolution. So take a good handful of salt when judging my words...

Right now, it's the 2009, World Order of Poker. The Globalists (G's)and the Evolutionaries (E's) are all that remain (and YES we're playing 5 card stud). The G's hold Kc, Kd, Qd, Qs. The E's have Ah, Ac, Jh, Jd. Everyone's all-in.
The G's, for their final card, have just drawn the King of Spades - Barack Obama. President Obama, just like every president since god knows when, was picked. He is a pacifier, stuck in the mouth of the most dangerous group in the U.S. At times during 2008, the people of the U.S. were on the edge. People were gettin' mad and you could feel the wave building up. ...POP! the needle dick of Obama bursts the bubble of tension, passion, and power. The black community sits back, in fact most of America sits back. LOOK! We've elected a black president!!! A people's president!

We've elected nothing. We have taken the bait. Obama is the vehicle to take over Africa (back from China that is) and is a genius play of the Race Card right back on those who normally wield it. All they need is a few more years and they may be unstoppable (in the short term).

But all is not lost. The thing is, we need to take the fight above kings and queens, above government. We need to evolve to the next level. We have got to pull the Ace of Spades.

Cartoons - Click image for huge version (helps reading) - then zoom out.

2008-12-28T16:01:00.000-08:00

About the Nature of Opposites and "negatives"

2008-12-26T02:22:00.000-08:00

It is often said that (in theory) for every positive there must be a negative, in order to maintain "the balance of the universe. I posit that this is not the case.

Notice that in order to be a 'negative' the object (for lack of a more general term) must be the 'negative' OF something. Therefore, the existence of an opposite/'negative' is necessarily dependent on the preexistence of a positive.

On the other hand, a positive is an independent assertion. A positive is not a positive OF something, it simply is.

There are further conceptual issues with this idea of balance. Take a number line for example. Let's assign the value of 6 to our object in question. We mark 6 on the number line. To achieve "balance", our mark must move 6 units left (for simplicity) to return to 0 i.e. our point of balance. The problem here lies in the fact that though our object is loosing value with each progressive unit/step back towards 0, it's value is nonetheless still positive - not negative at all. so where is this 'negative'?

It is being canceled by each unit removed in our steps to zero. As such, why are we now counting from 6? as opposed to zero?

Humanity's unchecked arrogance never ceases to amaze me.

2008-12-23T01:50:00.000-08:00

Why does it seem that everyone (including many highly respected, scientific minds) just assumes that 3-D, alien beings would be anything even close to our scale? Everything in the known universe cries out the message that any aliens we are likely to encounter will either be MUCH larger than us (e.g. us being akin to grains of sand) or much smaller (e.g. single celled organisms possessing far greater perceptions and complexity than we suspect).

If you must know... here it is...

2008-12-23T01:45:00.000-08:00

The fact of the matter is that yes, this is all an illusion. But not in the popular understanding which allows for unlimited potential. The illusion of freedom of choice is built into us to allow for greater independence (to execute our processes) and finer, more complex analysis and decision making. Ultimately though, we are just auto pilots created to allow our creator beings to do things other than monitor their DNA's evolution and development. We are here to guide that process according to their instruction.

Imagine if you will a massive - well, why imagine, it's like that simulated... Second Life it's called. It's a real time, 3-d world you can access via the internet i.e. a site. It is built to resemble real life as much as possible (except you can't drown, and you can fly and teleport.) There is a functioning economy, land ownership, etc... Now, if you wrote a program that would control your character with such complexity as to actually give it something akin to self awareness and by that element give it what would appear to it as freedom of choice - that would be us.

At this point, one might make the observation that even if such a reality were the case, it would be irrelevant since we cannot perceive it. Thus, in effect or perception, we are real entities, self-aware, and asserting freedom of choice. Therefore, why bother even considering such an abstraction? The reality of this situation does have noticeable effect. I'm referring to what is commonly referred to as conspiracy theory. Clearly, [pardon my French] shit is fucked up. Something is going on. The observed organization and coincidences are overwhelming. But when first hand investigation is done, such notions are dismissed by the accused. Naturally. The feeling of deception is noticeably absent. The denial appears very genuine to me and most of the world. So what is the deal with these seemingly contradictory realities? The organized and consciously structured, behind the scenes, on-goings are actually not consciously being created and operating covertly with a devious master plan of world domination? Huh? Let me explain...

The organized ulterior motive of the powers that be, is in fact not consciously created by the individuals involved but by their creators/controllers. See, there's a whole other level of relationships and organization and dynamics that we will never understand or see first hand. The beings that created us have an entire universe unto themselves which essentially is independent of the universe we perceive. The only true connection between these two realities is via the DNA of living things. In fact that is the purpose of life. To guide the development (evolution) of each being's (vegetation included) unique pattern of DNA. The decisions we make and path we follow in life is determined by rules/programming set by our creators. Free will/self awareness is an illusion created to enable us to execute a tricky and subtle set of criteria for making certain decisions. The elusive grand conspiracy we observe so clearly but cannot pin down is organizational 'residue' from the relationships and organization of our creator beings in their universe. So yes, all this conspiracy stuff is real, it's just that those executing the broader plan have no idea they are doing so.

As Much As I Hate The Man, You Gotta Give Props For Being Quick On His Feet

2008-12-14T21:00:00.000-08:00

Fuck the New World Order, It's time for a New World.

2008-11-19T09:08:00.000-08:00

One could list the major challenges facing humanity... o.k. let's try: Economic collapse, hunger (food dist.), war (peace), disease (medical system), education system, sustainable energy source(s). Basically, these problems appear solvable. So what gives?

Many of the establishment would simply say that these problems are all solvable, it's just that these things take time. I can order a meal at a fast food restaurant and be eating it in under a minute. Machines can be made so small that I can't even see them. People are buying rides into space just for fun. I saw a news reporter interview a hologram on election night. And these people are telling me that starvation and effective food distribution around the world is a problem that I can HOPE to see solved in my lifetime. ... HOPE?!?! I want this solved in under 10 years - NO QUESTIONS ASKED.

So the question of "What gives?" remains...

The First Barack Post

2008-11-19T07:13:00.000-08:00

So much has just begun. As millions watched Barack Obama take his place in line behind George Bush, one can only pray that this is a sign of the pendulum swinging back to maintain the perfect balance of this world we are so fortunate to live in. Each one of those millions saw their hopes and dreams, their personal challenge, the struggle against that one thing that has stood before them, in glaring opposition to them; they saw the injured, bleeding limb, extended as their final defense; they saw it replenished. They saw it begin to heal. They saw it revived and invigorated. They saw the eternal strength of love raise it's head again; with a tear in it's eye and fire in its heart.

What a spot to be in on election night... "Awe, relax Barack. It's just a speech. You've done hundreds. No pressure." It was like a final second free throw to win the NCAA Championship. Well, Barack, it was a strong, clean shot off the glass, and through the hoop. Yes. I didn't expect to ever see this great day. We will never know if you intended to hit it off the backboard or not. Nor does anyone really care. You made it. Good job.

Do you frikin' believe it?!?!? A nigger is President! That's right. I said it. Maybe it's time to grow up and recognize that words, though they can be powerful in their own right, are just words. I saw a great quote, it may have been MLK, I'll check. It's essence was this: Blacks in America need the white man to restore their self-esteem; to teach them about the society they live in and how to prosper in it. The white man needs the blacks of America as well. The white man needs the blacks to relieve him of his guilt. Not to through away the race card, but to teach him how to render it powerless. Just like we need to do with 'nigger'.

Chris Rock has a famous bit about "niggers" and "black people". Not only did it highlight the boundary so often the primary oversight of bigots and racists, it also served to disempower this wildly overpowered word. It did this in two ways. First of all, just by use. Each time a word is used a small piece of it's power is used. For an example, look at the word "fuck". Second, it was used in a non-exclusive and non-offensive manner. i.e. Whites were not culturally excluded from the humor as is so often the case. But I digress. If ANY word deserves it's own article, it would be nigger.

I felt like such the American, sitting at the table, watching Barack (yes, he and I are on a first name basis), having tater tots and a Coke (btw - I still can't believe Budweiser was sold to a foreign company!); pools of ranch and ketchup to keep it interesting. For a moment, in spite of my meal, I felt the international stigma of America lifted. I didn't feel the scorn of the world that ever so slightly darkens every day of our lives. What I felt was something I hadn't felt in quite some time. I felt hope. Nothing has actually been done, but as Barack said, "We have given ourselves the opportunity to change." (that may not be an exact quote...).

Hope is why I wrote this. Because Hope is the first step of the peace process. The steps go as follows:

1. Hope - the desire for peace.
2. Faith - Hope permits taking the risk of faith. We must have faith that the opposed also want peace.
3. Transparency - What better confirmation of another's faith. We should have nothing to hide. This must be applied broadly, across the board... It's much easier to do than our knee jerk reaction tells us.
4. Communication - Transparency reveals the faith and hope of those opposed to us and vice versa. We have now established a relationship in which we can effectively communicate about our differences. Violence is nothing more than a breakdown in communication. Via communication we will be able to find common ground and stand for our convictions without standing on another's toes.
5. Respect - the foundation laid by 1-3 and effective communication/dialogue will permit us to see our commonalities and understand our differences in a true light without insecurity's need for judgement.
6. Peace - once we respect one another (i.e. don't judge) and embodied by the characteristics of 1-4, peace becomes the only option.

Today, we saw the establishment of Hope. Step 2, Faith, has begun. We are establishing faith among ourselves and our government that we have a shared purpose and goal. We are establishing faith with the world that we all want prosperity for each other and that we all are capable and willing to "do the right thing."

What a relief to feel hope again. My faith in Barack Obama is growing, though there is much more to be seen before our government regains any of my benefit of the doubt.

I've been harboring this theory for a while, Call me crazy but...

2008-11-07T21:57:00.000-08:00

That's Seals & Crofts - a songwriting duo from the early-mid 70's - Summer Breeze, Diamond Girl...

My first political cartoon...

2008-10-29T11:46:00.000-07:00

Just click on image to enlarge it. The style is due to using a digital sketch pad i picked up. It's strange having your markings showing up somewhere other than beneath your pen. And a bit of a challenge to keep track of your position.

Capitalism/Profit is the source of hatred

2008-10-16T10:37:00.000-07:00

Human beings' structure consists of beliefs about themselves (as individuals). One of those beliefs usually is that they are a decent person. In order to get by, we must make profit - for example buy a product and then sell it for more. i.e. "Buy low, sell high." However, we just basically ripped off the person we sold high to. We did him an injustice. Not something a decent person generally does. Decent people don't rip off other people. So how do we justify this reality. If we decide the person we ripped of is somehow bad, or at least worse than us, then they "deserve" to be ripped off. That is how the disdain down the supply chain grows.

The nature of profit forces the hatred into existence by necessitating the justification for deriving profit from another individual.

If you answer via stating that profit is a base assumption of the system and therefore not a negative needing justification - that just transfers the injustice to the system as a whole and participation is the source of the needed justification - which again results in the devaluing of other persons and the ultimate development of hatred.

The system is ill conceived. Flawed.

2008-10-16T09:27:00.000-07:00

READER BEWARE: This is a long complicated post that lacks a conclusion. Once you get the idea, just skip to the end... I TAKE THIS BACK. IT WAS JUST ONE SECTION THAT SUCKED

Our economic system, by design, does not work. It's ultimate failure/collapse is built into it's fundamental design. The big error I'm pointing out here is the concept of "interest". It is the concept of drawing interest on bank loans. It becomes clear if you break down the system to is basic components:
1. You have society - with no money/economic system.
2. After a process beyond the scope of this article, a monetary system is agreed upon to facilitate trade.
3. To initiate the system, 'money' must be introduced.
4. This is where the problem begins... So the bank creates the physical money and loans it to Citizen A, who agrees along with the rest of society that the paper money represents X value.
4a. Actually, the process goes: Bank(Fed Reserve) loans $ to Gov't (at interest), who spends it into society or loans it to banks who loan it to to society. So to simplify, we'll just say the bank loans it to society (Citizen A).
5. Now, Citizen A does whatever business he intends to do with the loan and in theory, pays back the loan (at interest).

HERE. IT WAS THIS SECTION THAT MADE THIS UNREADABLE.

6. Lets make a model to keep these ideas concrete. Elements of model:
Bank
Citizen A
Citizen B - maker of Product 1
Citizen C - maker of Product 2
In our model, let's say the bank is initiating the economic system and loans Citizen A $5 to get the ball rolling. The loan agreement in essence says that Citizen A will pay back the Bank $6 (the loan + interest). So, Citizen A buys Product 1 from Citizen B for $3. Citizen B takes his $3 and spends it for Product 2, created by Citizen C.

Balance Sheet:
Citizen A - $2 and Product 1
Citizen B - Product 2
Citizen C - $3

Citizen A is selling Product 1 for $4 (for a profit of $1)
Citizen B makes Product 1 so he doesn't need it. Citizen C is therefore the ultimate consumer. But Citizen C only has $3. However, he did just make that $3 from Citizen B and could easily to it again.
Here is where I first realized this was ridiculous:
ARE YOU KIDDING ME. I COULD/WOULD NEVER FOLLOW THIS LEVEL OF COMPLEXITY , GIVEN THE LIMITATIONS ON PAYOFF. HERE'S THE DEAL WITH ALL THIS STUFF ABOVE:

You create an economic system with a set amount of money. If that money is introduced via loans, it is physically impossible for the buyer to pay back all the money, plus interest. Because the principle amount is the only physical money introduced. Once the principle is paid back, there is no physical money remaining in the system.

Long before all the money is returned to the creator, people in the system will be extremely poor and the system will collapse. ...nevermind any interest... That's what's happening now. Banks are hoarding cash which is strangling the remainder of the economy/world. ...Pricks...

Rethinking the black American situation

2008-08-07T14:00:00.000-07:00

It's time to try and find an new approach to the some of the obvious challenges facing the black American community. So here it is...

Our nation's jail/prison/penitentiary system is inundated with black men. Generally, I think it's safe to say that is a problem. The next question? Why. Here we get the list of psycho-social factors, combining to label them as "an at-risk population. Some of the factors are: fatherless home, poor education, violent punishment, lack of opportunity, and so on...
Well that's all fine and good, but none of these factors are particularly new ideas. We've had YEARS to employ these insights to make a better world and give black Americans the equal opportunities afforded other groups of Americans. Yet what results do we get? Take a tour of a prison and you'll see how well we've done.

So what's the deal? This may sound rather mundane, but the problem is THEY'RE BROKE. They are poor. They don't need a Rec. Center, they need money. ...and lots of it. Give them a bunch of cash. In fact do it for all the broke ass shit heads out there, regardless of race, gender, whatever... give them money. I don't know, like $10k each or something. AND a REQUIRED money management seminar. Yes, a lot of people will blow their 10k in a week and be right back where they were. Good. Fuck 'em. They've had their chance. They blew it. That was their choice. Hopefully they can be happy. But one thing must be accepted - maybe as a condition to receive the grant? - you are no longer a responsibility of the government. No food stamps, no welfare, no gov't assistance. Now that doesn't eliminate private charities, but that's up to them. hmm... give the money to them already deposited in a complimentary bank account... yeah, I like that. Understand though that while the bank account is there and they're required to take that class, that's exactly it. The money is theirs. To do with as they please.
So there you have it.

This Just In!!!!!

2008-07-27T05:45:00.000-07:00

Somehow (I still haven't figured this one out yet):

PRIME NUMBERS ARE THE ONLY NUMBERS THAT ACTUALLY EXIST. IT IS FOR THIS REASON THAT OUR MATHEMATICS ARE ULTIMATELY FALSE AND MISLEADING.

The Sad Truth - may not exist!

2008-06-25T18:32:00.000-07:00

Obama, as much as I like and admire the guy, is gonna LOSE. Sure we look around and see "Obama, Obama, Leader of the New America!" What we don't see is the HUGE number of voters that while quiet on the outside, are saying, "Nigger, Nigger, A Nigger Will Never Be President."
More on this later, I gotta go figure out how to stop us from attacking Iran. Fuckin idiots...

WELL, HE HASN'T MADE IT TO JANUARY 20TH YET, BUT I'D SAY THERE'S A PRETTY GOOD CHANCE THAT I WAS DEAD WRONG. ...AND THANK GOD I WAS.

Awfully tempting to just delete this post, but ya know, you gotta take the shots you got comin.

Contact your family and friends in the military

2008-05-15T14:48:00.000-07:00

Send out the message to our troops that The American People do NOT want to attack Iran. Tell them they have and will have our support in refusing orders to do so. We must stop the sick agenda HERE and NOW. SEND THE MESSAGE IF YOU CAN. IMMEDIATELY. TIME IS SHORT.

Why Black Folks Loved Bill (not Hilary)

2008-05-15T14:15:00.000-07:00

This isn't a long post. Bill Clinton won the black community's vote by doing a few very simple things. He showed he had an Able and Creative Soul by playing the saxophone. That is often skimmed or ignored, but playing sax live on t.v. connected him to the black community as a 'real person'. Second, he got a BJ in the oval office from a younger, white chick. He just earned the respect of the black male community. And lastly, he admitted to smokin weed. Just another bit of evidence that he was a real person.
Say what you will, but it was these 'side stream' behaviors that served as evidence to the black community (in general - im sure there are plenty of individual exceptions) that Bill Clinton wasn't just another rich, political cracker. Or he was at least less of one than the previous 50 or so choices they've had for president (except JFK).
Now turn to Hilary... zero. She is nothing but a tight-ass cracker bitch. No soul. No charisma. No swing. No style to her attitude - at least none that seems genuine. Tight-ass cracker bia. End of post.

There are two types of people...

2008-04-26T19:12:00.000-07:00

edit: This is the origin of my Alpha-Gamma theory - or at least one of a number of observations that ultimately unveiled the Alpha-Gamma concept...

Communicators and Manipulators. Just like everything else, one is love driven and one is fear driven. A child taught to communicate might say, "Baba" cause he's hungry. One taught to manipulate will look for the Baba, and when he doesn't find it, he'll cry in order to irritate you until you give him the bottle.

One person is afraid they wont get what they want so they TAKE what they want by whatever means they feel appropriate.

One person communicates to the other what they want with the faith that the other will give it to them (i.e. they will RECEIVE what they want).

Please teach those around you to communicate.

Please communicate yourself.

Love is much more fun.

Cheers,

-v

I wrote this as a response to some guys blog...

2008-04-03T03:17:00.000-07:00

He was talkin about some online arrtard game called miss bimbo.

This may be the absolute wrong place to post this, but i had to it off my chest (thank you for allowing me a place to express myself).
This miss bimbo game - i read the comments after the cnn.com article and was disappointed as usual. folks appalled at the game's degenerate messages normalizing breast implants, crash dieting, and ... being a bimbo. parent or not, wake up people, that stuff has ALREADY been normalized - now 'skin dyes' are still in development so waste your time over there perhaps... The important question is this: Are these parents so lacking influence in their children's social development that an online retardo fashion show game is really a threat to their child's healthy development? Uh oh, you mean a Pa-Rent-al-unit cant just plop the kid in front of an internet connection and go back to downloading free porn clips?!?!?! (actually you can, but...) Oh my gosh! if you don't carefully Screen and control your children's available internet content they might... be exposed to THE REAL WORLD. They may have to teach their children assessment, analysis, independent thinking, good judgment, and maybe even follow their heart?!?! It's not the kids f'in up in this world, it's not society (while f'ed up in it's own right) that's messin up the kids, and actually it not the parenting either; it's the LACK of parenting that's causing the problem. It's parents not taking an approach towards their children sophisticated enough to engage their child's mind. and more, and more, etc... but one more thing: ADD does NOT exist! The people (chldrn/adults) are BORED! We are not functioning freely. Humans did not develop into these wonderful beings that we are, only to spend most of our lives slaving for an overlord's profit in a cubicle. We are being stunted. Working in a gas station mini-mart is not fulfilling ones highest self within the universe. ....but back to basics... IF YOU'RE A REAL PARENT, MISS BIMBO IS JUST AMUSING - NOT A SIGN OF THE SOCIETY BREAKING DOWN. THE CONTENT OF YOUR EXISTENCE IS THE CLEAREST EVIDENCE OF THAT...

Military Personnel: Patriotic or just Aggressive?

2008-03-29T15:27:00.000-07:00

Could war just be a means of weeding out overly aggressive genetic lines?

This one is gonna be good! and fucked up! ... Article to come later... too busy at the moment... psyched!

Let's see if I can retrace this. It takes a certain type of person to succeed in the military. I am not one of them. You hear of families of soldiers fairly regularly. "My Grandpa fought in WWII. My Dad was in Vietnam. Now I am in Iraq." As if they're genetically prone to military service. I'm positing that they very well may be.

If you are running a country, there's always going to be a number of people very opposed to your governing. What you don't want is for these people to pull together a mass of people who could make a coordinated effort to depose you. Especially dangerous are people with violent tendencies and minds that are easily influenced - either by genetic design or poor education. The military seeks to swoop up these types of individuals. Ideal soldiers. But you can't just have scrimmages. These people need to exercise their natures - so we throw 'em a war. The nice thing is that while satisfying their violent natures, you're also thinning their numbers, making room for the coming generations of fighters. You'll notice that the aristocracy of the USA is not made up of veterans. Sure there are a fair number, but not like during the Roman Empire and such. Violent persons playing the social power game are dangerous and can be unpredictably deadly. Therefore they are discouraged from gaining too much wealth and/or fame. Instead, we send them to fight and die.

It's easy to say, "nuh-uh." That's a bunch of BS. Think though, have you known very many peole that actually wanted a war? Diplomacy and mediation seem like pretty effective tools in resolving conflict when applied skillfully. But no. Off we go to fight - every time against the will of the people (since WWII). First is the military-industrial complex. War makes money. But surely there are other ways to make money. Why not smuggle coke or something? Bastards. I say they are keeping those of the population most likely to engage in violence against the state at a managable number. Why do you think the military stresses following orders over thinking so much? Otherwise it would be even more difficult to get them to do deplorable acts... Now the gov't has even discovered they don't have to kill them. Just fuck up their minds enough and when the do come back they'll be no worry - they will never to be a part of organized violence again. hmm...

A little more optimistic and reasonable application of this idea might be this: In order to achieve peace in the world, we need to have a bunch of wars. That way we can kill off all those pesky aggressive genes that instigate all the violence. Perhaps that's the hidden agenda behind all the ill-begotten wars? If, like myself, you believe there is no sufficient justification for starting a war, then war is the perfect way to weed out those that think initiating a war is o.k. (and persons that can't seem to combat their ignorance.) Possibly a very effective means of sharpening up the gene pool. Just a thought...

A More Believable Approach to this Reptilian Nonsense...

2008-03-25T03:07:00.000-07:00

So, I have the deepest respect for a gentleman named David Icke. I consider him a colleague among investigators of the nature of reality. (BTW: I am initiating the founding of a new organization: the Nature of Reality Discussion and Investigation Collaborative, the NORDIC group. ...fuck the Bilderbergers!) Anyway...
Mr. Icke will blow your mind for hours on end; giving articulate and clear explanations for the ongoings of our world and spiritual understanding. After a while, you can't help but say, "Wow, that's an amazing body of thought." Then he says the world is ruled by reptilian beings which take over people's bodies at times... and you say, "What the F___?!?"
As a believer in non-judgement and open-minded approach, I set out to find understanding regarding this unusual perspective. What I found is an alternate explanation of the presented data that I believe is an even more powerful understanding of reality than we have touched on thus far... let's see if i can do this... :

Unfortunately, in the late '80s, I found sex and LSD far more engaging than Calculus and abandoned my formal physics education. As such, I make what I find as intuitive assumptions, which may or may not be currently supported by quantum theory. I believe my assumptions are accurate but if not, PLEASE ALERT ME to the discrepancy and the truth of the matter. Thanks.

So at the level far below atoms, electrons, etc. matter's nature can be described as a collection of vibrating strings. Matter I therefor see as being 'sound' in it's true form. Physical existence might be viewed as just very low frequency sound. And I mean Very LOW. So low that it is probably equally accurate to view it as EXTREMELY High frequency. Putting this brain fuck aside, reality is vibrating strings...

The illusory nature of reality is another fundamental concept. By this, I mean the realization that what we perceive as 'real' or 'the world around us' is nothing more than a figment of our imagination. How can this be? Look at vision... (ha, very punny!). Light reflects off 'objects' and stimulates our eyes, which generates electrical impulses which travel through nerves to our visual cortex which then interprets the pattern of electrical impulses and summarizes the information by creating this internal, mental, 'sensory perception' we call vision - or 'seeing'.
Understand that we perceive only a tiny range of the vibrating energy making up reality. The frequency range which we happen to 'see' is no more valid or real than those far higher and far lower - we just don't perceive them. Also keep in mind that vision is no different than hearing, touching, and smell/tasting. All our senses are just perceptions of parts of the infinite range of frequencies of vibrating energy. e.g. Unadulterated LSD directly influences this sensory system. It alters a person's range of frequency perception. i.e. it shifts the entire range. Visually for example, due to the shift, what are perceived as 'primary colors', instead of being blue, red, and yellow, become green, purple, and orange. This results in the different 'look' of the world when under the drug's influence. The synchronous nature of the world which is perceived is not a hallucination or unreal, it's just frequencies we normally do not perceive. Likewise at the other end of our perceptual range, frequencies become lost to our perception as well. Which is why persons on the drug seem so 'disconnected from reality'. While most frequencies are still shared by people on LSD and those not, the edges of perception are not shared nor are the mean and median frequencies. But, I've digressed...
From the paragraph above, we pull the understanding that what we commonly believe as "reality" is just a 3-D movie we create in our brains and that the true nature of existence is just a bunch of 'energy', vibrating at various frequencies, interacting. The monitor you're looking at, does not exist. In that 'space' energy is vibrating in such a way that your mind interprets the resulting electical impulses as what you conceive of as a 'monitor'. Whereas in reality, there are many more frequencies in that 'space' - there's a lot more to the true nature of that particular position in reality. ...man, this shit is f--ked up!
So, where does all this vibrating energy come from? Why/how is it here? or really, How is it?
Existense is fundamentally the result of dichotomy. We are a "second tier" dichotomy. At the base level, the universe is the contrast between 'is' and 'naught' or 'not' ('is not' is actually the context of the universe and therefore a component of a greater dichotomous contrast permitting the existence of multiple universes... and so on, and so on... ...isn't multiple universes self contradictory?) Within the 'is' component, we are half of the contrast between 'consciousness' and 'unconsciousness' - the elusive difference between a chemical reaction and life. Indeed, we are by nature an infinite, unified consciousness. The reason we are 'we' instead of a single 'I' is the because I was wrong, we are a "third tier" dichotomy. We are the dichotomy which occurs within consciousness - i.e. consciousness experiencing itself. (I'm sure tiers are or are directly related to dimension, but I'll leave that for later. ...focus, focus, focus...) As a side note: funny that this is actually an explanation of the existence of invisible, lizard people, ruling the world... lol.
O.K., so here we are: ... consciousness, limited into perception of only slivers of frequencies of present energy, resulting in the illusion of individuals being alive and disconnected from other life forms so that consciousness may experience itself... [pant, pant, pant...]
Through processes outside the scope of this thesis, we get solar systems, planets, etc... and we come to earth.
We exist/are alive/whatever, on earth. Our consciousness exists here at it's unique frequency(ies); as does everything else. One of our means of perceiving energy is via hot/cold. A perception of the relative nature of temperature/frequency supporting the concept of what is other vs. what is ourself. Heat is essentially the perception of greater energy being expended than us. Cold is the perception of less energy being expended than we are. When something is heated up, it is being infused with energy - the molecules/matter speeds up - it's frequency increases. Via this system, we have two types of life forms: ones that generate heat (mammals and the like) and those that absorb heat (reptiles, etc) (I thing vegetation creates a little heat but I don't really know - plants may be part of the neutral context... for another time).
The range of frequencies we exist in is a limited set and has a stable range which the average frequency stays within, as individuals around the world heat up and cool down due to their individual circumstances.
Thus, we have arrived at the point at which we are existing and living our lives, vibrating away..., experiencing our imaginative, conceptual summaries of electrical impulses. Among the subsets of conceptual summaries is Heat, which is a perceptual measure of the frequency of present energy.

Global warming. Presented as scary and dangerous stuff. For which of course, we are to blame. More specifically, it's a result of gasses which are by products of many of our creations. "Bad human! You've defied nature and fucked up again!" As if such a thing were possible...
Maybe things are a little different. Maybe a bit more logical... I posit...
I'm wondering if just maybe, HEAT may be why the planet is heating up... as opposed to certain gases produced by machines and other things; particularly those which consume petroleum products. The human population and that of other, related, large mammals (cows) has grown exponentially in the last... 10,000 years? For the most part due to two factors: simple procreation and increased life span. Human (mammals, etc) have but a few by products: salt water of various compositions, poop, sound, and... (drum roll please...) HEAT! Humans also have a new found hobby. They create things which simulate life. There are two processes which make these creations possible: burning stuff and electricity. These processes have an essential characteristic in common... they produce HEAT. You may have noticed in recent history, that creations of this nature have drenched the world. I'm sure you've seen the pictures of earth at night taken from orbit. That's a LOT of lights, all of which are producing heat. Not to mention every other electrical device, combustion engines, etc...
So, take all the devices, etc. that we make, the animals we breed for food, pets, and whatever, and our own world population and you get heat being generated at ridiculously unprecedented (so we think) levels. So which is more likely to be the cause of global warming: green house gases or HEAT? Seems kinda silly to me that I even have to ask the question.
So what? Well, yes, I happen to have more to say about this... first of all, we are not destroying the planet. Altering it, yes, but not destroying it. In fact we are nothing more than part of an on going cycle of heating and cooling which earth would go through regardless of our existence. Life is (among other things) a counter weight to this process. ...Here comes the crazy shit... at the frequency range we have been in, we are interpreted by our minds to be as we are - kinda like hairless monkeys. Heat producing life forms to be sure. What we have come to believe were ice ages, are the cold end of the heat/cool cycle. As the earth cools, more and more heat producing life emerges and slowly reverses the process. It is believed that such life form changes occur through the process of evolution. I'll concede that possibly, early on, evolution may have driven the heat/cool cycle, but tedium quickly gave way to a more efficient form of life. One that was reactive to changes in temperature/frequency. I say this not speaking of individuals, but at least on the scale of species wide average, if not life as a whole. Humans (and all life I suspect) as a species, present differently at higher (and lower i suspect) frequencies. As the frequency of humanity increases with global warming, a critical frequency begins to be reached; first by those humans with the highest personal base frequencies. Now, why would such a limit exist? Why don't we just keep getting warmer with no real change exept for eventual boiling points and the like? Well in order to preserve life and not reach boiling points would be one reason life would do this. Furthermore, we are quite simply, part of the life cycle of earth as a whole - by definition. Heat producing life, the source of the warming, self corrects. We begin to transform as we hit this critical frequency. Understand this is not an overnight process. While individuals can transform over a lifetime, it's a very gradual process. What do we transform into? Cold-blooded life forms. Life alters itself to absorb heat rather than produce it. Eventually (over thousands or millions of years), with the reduction of heat production, equilibrium is reached, followed by cooling. As the mean frequency of the species hits the transformation line, transformation back to heat producing life begins. The individuals with the lowest relative frequencies begin the transformation first. What determines the frequency of any given individual? It's coded in our DNA.
I'm getting tired so i'll cut to the chase. The people who transform back to what we call human have the advantage of setting up society. Originally, the warmer (more energy - higher frequency) your climate, the higher your frequency. Now with the global society, that isn't always true. Regardless, as an imperfect generalization, skin color also co-varies with climate of origin. As such, not always, but in the majority, along the spectrum of race/color, black people have higher frequencies than white people. Furthermore, darker people tend to transform to cold blooded sooner than lighter. This is the period we are approaching. In 2012 the mean frequency will have passed the critical limit and transformation will be the rule, not the exception. Misunderstanding will pin the occurrence on race, alien and demon possession, malformed DNA, and god knows what. Whatever the justification, mass genocide is the fear driven response. The illuminati are the thirteen bloodlines of lowest frequency. They are trying to stop the heating process early so that they don't transform. It's knowledge of this process that truly sets them aside from the rest of humanity. This is why breeding and DNA are so important to them. This is why massive detention facilities are all over the U.S. This is why Africa and South America aren't mentioned in the 'New World Order'. This is why the illuminati seek global domination and control. This is why blacks are oppressed and imprisoned. This is what's really going on. In a perverted, inaccurate sentence, black people are going to transform into lizard people first and soon. I'm pooped. Try to get your head around this stuff and understand. Dont be an idiot and take this stuff from a racist perspective. The key to handling the situation lies in unity.

I don't recall signing up to live under these guys...

2008-03-14T03:26:00.000-07:00

Government is done. They are out of control and no longer serving our best interests. First it was smoking laws (actually it was seatbelts, helmets, 55, pickup truck beds, ...). But there's no justification for the smoking laws. It's the owner's business. PERIOD. If he allows people to smoke then great. If non-smokers don't like it, they don't have to patronize that business. How did that get so complicated? If you don't like second hand smoke, and don't want to risk 2nd hand cancer then work somewhere else. - i.e. if you don't like water, and are very concerned about being attacked by a shark, DON'T BE A BEACH LIFEGUARD. DUH!
And now, i'm totally confused... Could someone please explain why pro sports players are testifying in front of government committees? WTF does the government have to do with sports???? Why is what's her face, the sprinter, jones?, going to federal prison?!?!?! are you f'in kidding me? The FBI... that's right, i'll repeat it... The FBI is investigating Roger Clemens. HUH? What? Did they run out of terrorists and gangsters? If i had hair i'd be pulling it out in handfuls. Someone get with me and lets do something. This is ALL f'ed up.

TRUISMS (this list is updated from time to time (11/15/08)

2008-03-08T22:45:00.000-08:00

Do not hoard. There is enough for everyone now.

We only want for that which is denied us.

Anarchy is the ultimate destination of any positively evolving society.

Mass is resistance to Motion.

Two wrongs don't make a right, but three lefts do!

The object of true love is not experienced as an opportunity, but a responsibility.

Genuine responsibility is a desired obligation.

Anything, physical or otherwise, is defined by its absence.

Substantive abandonment of convention is evidence of mastery.

Life is the dynamic, creative edge of reality.

Scale is the real life representation of variability within a set.

Dimensions are the stepping stones of the universe.

True dimensions occur at prime numbers.

Truth & Honesty are not the same. One can tell the truth while being dishonest.

When being honest, one must necessarily be telling the truth.

Be honest & life will be easy.

When one truly has something, it is given away without the need for self-consideration.

The notion of implied meaning is the root of misunderstanding.

Racism - The belief that all members of a race possess the potential for specific characteristics or abilities which distinguish it from another race or races.
vs.
Racism - The belief that all members of a race possess characteristics or abilities specific to that race; esp. so as to distinguish it as inferior or superior to another race or races. (prejudice may actually be believing a race is lacking some characteristic more often than possessing one).

Varying accent is an emerging means of conveying context & comprehension.

When presented with a choice, to elect 'not to choose' ensures a path void of creativity, which may be found to be destructive by definition.

The absence of communication between necessarily linked parties ensures conflict.

If you discover that an individual really seems to hate you, you can rest assured that they have already done a significant wrong against you.

Humans hate the most, those that they have done the most injustice to. We hate those to which we have already done wrong; and in that order.

I ask: What is at the heart of our BElieFS?
I answer: a LIE
I ask: And what surrounds those same bELIEFs?
I answer: you got it... BS.

Letters of the ALPHAbet

2008-02-27T11:58:00.000-08:00

A - apple - knowledge
A - adam - 1st man
A - a - 1st letter of ALPHAbet
A - A - peak of pyramid. pyramid with eye
A - universal designator of nouns (a ball)
A - Abraham, Amazing, Art, Again, Alert, Able, ALL.
A - like noun idea, universal directional - AT. Which happens to be completed by T. i.e. TO, TOO, TWO.

Maybe it's Alpha, Beta, Theta, Gamma? or Alpha, Theta, Beta, Gamma?
Two approaches: In the Axiom Download, one line was "3 is a B". OR
Theta fits Three very easily. And it is called the AlphBet...
But then again, "3 is a B" came straight from the man?
... Since this time I've discovered it is Alpha, Beta, Gamma, ... so, how is "3 a B"

I can = I am able. can and able. cain and able.

A = 4 = sided pyramid.

"A" minus "/" equals "4"

Dimension Inspiration

2008-02-21T06:34:00.000-08:00

I was watching some utube video describing the dimensions (up to 10 - i only watched till 5 or 6 though). But then it came to me:
true dimensions are at:
1, 2, 3, 5, 7, aaaaand 1!
so really there would be 10 mathematical dimensions and the next true dimension (11) would then function as did "1-D" only at the next order of magnitude.
-v

I cant imagine...

2008-02-21T05:15:00.000-08:00

how our vets feel. Courageously sacrificing their lives and bodies (e.g. say some guy now with no legs) for a lie. For the personal profit of an elite few. Oh how I would burn with anger at our politicians for abusing my loyalty and allowing the atrocities to occur and killing my friends.
Ah, what I'm saying is this,

"To the vets of the Iraq War,
Particularly on behalf of myself, but likely I'm speaking for most of the nation, 'We're sorry.' Your sacrifice came about as the result of our complacency, and in the name of what was later found to be an unjust cause. We are sorry. I hope you can find a spot in you heart for our forgiveness, and I hope someone realizes the life of leisure the severely wounded deserve and gives it to them/you.
Love
-eric"

-v

Oh America! The Land of Convenience

2008-02-15T10:30:00.000-08:00

What a neat package! With Barak Obama (who i've finally settled on to support following the demise of Edwards and the disappearance of Paul). ...With Barak, we get a two-for-one!
Imagine: Bam! One bullet - you get Kennedy AND King. That's called doubling your efficiency.

A Graphic Representation a Multi-Dimensional Reality

2008-02-12T00:04:00.001-08:00

The GeoAnswer to the BIG question... dimensionwise at least...

I think i've finally gotten the geometric answer to multidimensional reality (well I can extrapolate to 7. 11 is still a little beyond my grasp).
I'll edit in the graphic here in a short while...
be excited! I am!

A Graphic Representation a Multi-Dimensional Reality:

There's more to this, but I'll have to add it later. I'm just not into writing currently, nor drawing, but i have three more levels to add, including some interesting stuff relatedt to the aliens called "greys" and also some good stuff on gamma rays. Some fresh crop circle stuff coming too...

Me and My Friend...

2008-01-29T04:54:00.000-08:00

A quick note regarding what we may be. I've previously explained why it's likely we're not of the planet. On the flip side of that coin, there are plenty of indications that we ARE from here. My latest solution is: Perhaps we are both.
Huh? you might ask... In my endless battle with whatever this parasitic condition actually is, I've come across people who believe and have been apt to conclude on my own that there is in fact a central organism responsible for the illness I and all the others experience. That in fact it did come forth as a result of a dip in our immuno-response. BUT, it did not come from the outside. It was already in us. In fact it is likely the underlying root of a vast majority of disease and discomfort. Why isn't this the common view if it's true? Because the organism has a unique approach. It actually is/was a parasite. Well, technically a parasite. Especially because it came from off-world. For whatever reason and by whatever means, this life form/parasite/worm/whatever it is, was traveling through the universe/galaxy in search of a host through which it might establish itself in a stable manner on a planet as a native species.
I haven't the slightest idea whether one arrived and started multiplying from there or if millions arrived and invaded every last humanoid on the planet. I think the latter may be the case. For initially, inhabiting our bodies resulted in a parasite vs. immune system battle and ultimately death of the host and likely the parasite as well. Who knows. either they killed off the competing humanoids leaving only their hosts (homo sapiens) to live on, or if all the others died adapting to the parasite's presence which ultimately concluded with the mutations which produced homo sapiens - a dominant humanoid creature, in which the parasite could mask itself from the immune system almost perfectly, yet still obtain the necessary nourishment. I suspect it achieves this at least in part by direct manipulation of the brain to eliminate perception of it's presence.
My brain has moved on to other things so I'll let this go here. I hope I've laid out enough to extrapolate from.
cheers
v

p.s.- the one thing I should have mentioned is that they're now so well adapted that they can keep their negative effects to a minimum (except when our immune system falters) and they're trying to contribute to our viability to an extent that what negatives are there are out shined, thus making the parasite transform in effect to a symbiont. And it is their hope that we will also transform from an unwilling host into a symbiont. That's the big issue at hand I think.

But Mom?!?! I don't wanna write!

2008-01-26T23:42:00.000-08:00

I was gonna scribble something quick and short, but now I can't remember what it was... ?
Um...
Oh yeah! The nature of the plan underlying our gov'ts financial insanity.
If you haven't noticed, the US gov't under Mr. Bush has blown off the doors of debt. I don't recall the exact number off hand and am too tired to go look em up, but suffice to say we've reached new levels in the high trillions, etc., etc... you know, realistically speaking, I don't think my little brain can accurately conceive how large the number 10,000,000 actually is. Much less 100 million. Or 1 trillion. How bout 10 trillion? I recall 70 trillion being involved in our financial situation. I don't remember what it was, but the fact that the number is being used in the same paragraph as the word "debt" is very bad news.
It's fairly obvious to me that the Bush Administration has reason to believe that we're not going to be paying back the debt we're accumulating. I think it's reasonable to conclude that we're never going to pay off any significant portion of our nations debt.
That said, I ask, "How can we do that?" Well, I think the collapse of our current financial system/currency will probably be a key element. Continuing that line of reasoning... so the dollar's worthless. We're fucked. But wait! our innovative thinking leaders have a solution: make a new currency but base it on the physical assetts of not just the US (which has already failed), but include canada and mexico too ... i.e. the Amero and the North American Union. I think it's time to really take these allegations and rumors seriously. They're setting up a series of events which conclude with the American people actually begging for the NAU and the Amero.
I feel so dirty... so used... ewe...

Its difficult to keep it all in mind at once...

2008-01-13T21:57:00.000-08:00

WELL I WAS DEAD WRONG HERE... OLE EDWARDS JUST COULDN'T KEEP HIS DICK IN HIS PANTS... OH WELL... AT LEAST WE GOT BARAK.

Jackson State University, May 14, 1970 - Only 10 days after the four killings at Kent State, two students were killed by patrolmen during a protest at Jackson State. I'm almost 40 years old and quite politically informed and I had vague knowledge of this at best. Of course, this is due to the cursory coverage of the tragedy. Even protesting the Vietnam War, black americans get slighted.
Just a note - MLK's killer, James Earl Ray was brought to my mind. One of the students killed was James Earl Green.
5-14-10 is an opportunity for a great gathering.
Hilary and Barak are decoys. Neither of them can beat a white, male republican. They are intended to lure liberals into over-playing their strong hand. Now is the time for liberals to play conservative and win. After that, in 8 years, then go for the minority candidate. After proven success; not upon changing parties. Our strength is also our weakness. Liberal people aren't afraid of taking chances - aren't afraid of risk. Such is the nature of progress and growth. In spite of having skillfully marginalized risk, risk remains real. We are vulnerable to false opportunity. We have the guts and smarts to capitalize on opportunity, but if the opportunity is just a facade, constructed by our adversaries, we can be manipulated into squandering our assets.
John Edwards is one of those assets. Many leap to criticize him, claiming shortcomings of personality. Fools. John Edwards has aimed so high as an individual, people's understanding is surpassed. He is success is not wraught by capitalizing his strength and minimizing his weaknesses. He has chosen to bring the whole package up, strengthening his shortcomings and patiently restraining his strengths. Such an endeavor is exhausting. Most eventually abandon it in favor of more efficient paths to success. But sacrifice their ability to sustain their success.
I'm gonna go write this to him instead. I still need to cover our alien origins and art, Iran, 40 year cycles and something else I can't remember.

The Impossible Party may not be...

2008-01-04T08:39:00.000-08:00

I have long held the belief that a true third party could never emerge in America. I said this based on the thought that any new party would lean left or right and it's members would come largely form the corresponding major party. What this would do is effectively cripple the "host" party, possibly even marginalizing them and the third party still not having enough numbers to really assume significant power. All said, what the 3rd party has then done is wipe out the major party closest to it's beliefs and handed a frightening amount of power to the party it most strongly opposes... yuck. No third party is comin any time soon. Then I had a fresh thought...

In the current change driven political environment, I've been able to find presidential candidates more in tune with my "option C" opinions. On the Republican side, I was pleasantly surprised to find Ron Paul. A whacky campaign, but I like the man's mind. Similarly on the Democrat side, John Edwards has for quite some time impressed me. It's likely that neither will be nominated (but you never know). In the event that neither of them were, I began toying with the idea of them running on an independent ticket together. Thus drawing from both major parties and showing what it really looks like to unite as a nation, above the pettiness and propaganda. That is also the way for a third party to emerge - I necessarily MUST draw from both parties. If that can be done, a third party could rise up from the current state of governmental shame and restore America's name and reputation in the world... or something... cheers.

Greetings. Some food for the loyal...

2007-12-24T00:43:00.000-08:00

TRUISMS

Shit. I'm having bizarre issues with pasting text. this will have to wait. boobs are in route...

Been so busy. Here i combat the neglect of Screams.

2007-12-04T13:35:00.000-08:00

The final purpose of art is to intensify, even, if necessary, to exacerbate, the moral consciousness of people.

Mailer, Norman on Arts and Artists

Quote from Quotations Book

A quote i saw. August 1, 2007, my 1st son was born. Leonardo Sean Parsmith. Now, I'm fighting for my right to be with my son as well as the recording of his proper name. I wish his mother would try harder to keep her own issues better separated from this situation.

A couple things...

2007-10-23T12:24:00.000-07:00

First, is the employee recruitment sheet stuck to the top of my domino's pizza box. There are three people pictured;
1. An overweight white guy.
2. A black girl.
3. A black guy.

They are advertising for three positions
A. Ass't Manager.
B. Delivery Driver.
C. Customer Servics Rep.

Can you guess which person is pictured as an example for each position?

At the end, on the black guy's stomach they state, "D's Pizza is an equal opportunity employer committed to a diverse and inclusive workforce."
Whew! That's a relief! I was getting worried that the company might have some built in racial and gender prejudices! Anyway, nevermind...

Second, ...I seem to have forgotten what was second...

Third, is my latest million dollar idea - mattress factory! + custom alteration of flat sheets to strap-fitted sheets (can do fitted sheets too). Custom length and color, velcro skirt and optional mattress side colors. Layers - stiff rubber, thick dense foam, med. mid foam, thin eggshell. Optional feather top. Must address thickness/fitted sheet issue in full.
Naturally, I've left out the key to this being a highly profitable endeavor - I can't just give it away?!?!

It's beginning to feel like magic...

2007-09-29T15:20:00.000-07:00

Last night, through visualization, imagination, and related mental processes, I was able to manifest $1600 in earnings in my business at a specific time period (late night/early morning). I began the process around 10pm. Unfortuately, I didn't think to spread out the clients, so I received 6 phone calls almost simultaneously at 3:30 in the morning from drunk, demanding clients. I did manage to pull it off though (I own a private concierge company). For real though, this 'creating reality' stuff IS FRICKIN WORKING!!!! Im gettin a little freaked out. Especially when I consider where this appears to ultimately be going...

About Teachers

2007-09-22T09:31:00.000-07:00

Every child has the ability to learn.
Our job as teachers, is to uncover this ability, nurture, and maximize its growth in every child that we are so lucky to serve.

What's the deal with Dubai? Well, ...

2007-08-24T05:01:00.000-07:00

Well, if one assumes the concept that we're done here. We've over run the planet. Like prairie dogs in which ever state they're in, the environment can not sustain our continuing expansion. If we stay here we're gonna leave the planet uninhabitable by even the natives. Nothing but our mutated by-product will remain. Nope, it's time we pull out. That's what's comming in 5 or so years. That's why bush and the US gov't could give a shit about the amount of money they're printing and what it would ultimately do to the economy.

Because there is no future. The "new world order" will be a much less populated (possibly none of us? or probably some but not nearly so many) non-tech world. Basically humans as new comers will start over again. A good portion of us are going to be whisked away to a new planet (i assume) to continue on. So what does that have to do with Dubai?

Every Culture leaves behind it's legacy - some record of it's great accomplishments. They seek to leave something to show how far they advanced. It's for this reason we find these engineering marvels - that's what they were intended to be - basically they wanted to say, "ha ha, look what we did without ever tapping electricity as a source of power. ha ha" - Greek ruins, Mayan ruins, Chinese ruins, stone henge, Egyptian insanities, etc... Dubai is going to be one of ours - world islands, that crazy hotel, and most notably, the palms. look into these things if you haven't seen them. So, we and the oil czars of the middle east are just blowing cash cause we/they got it, and it ain't gonna be worth the paper it's printed on in about 5 years. The concept of ownership and money is a human/earth concept. And really a pretty naive way to set up your culture/world. but whatever. point is, Dubai is a final creative push so that it wont be so obvious all we cared about was money and lived lives directed mostly by fear. fact is, we were kinda lame. primarily with the world islands and the palms, and probably mount Rushmore and the great wall, we hope to look like great innovators and capable of "magic" basically - like those who made the pyramids, stone henge, We created a temporary world and not much is going to last over the eons. maybe the world islands and the palms will?
Correction, much will last. It just won't carry much beauty. Bent steel and so forth. Earthly creations maintain their character over 20,000 years (i would think).

hmmm. you know, Haliburton moved to Dubai. maybe locales with our markers of existence are the places the outsiders will be attracted to simply because they look interesting and show advanced thought. And from there pick up whoever they're picking up? who knows..

it's all just pattern recognition in the end. i have no real reason beyond that to even consider this craziness.

But wait! There's more! ...

2007-08-24T01:41:00.000-07:00

Ok, this is one of the "nature of reality/dimension" ones, so if you're not into that kinda stuff...
I had a vision last night. My birth-father came to me and explained this and that was it... go figure?
He reports having nothing to do with it, nor ever even considering such hodge podge...

So in defining an object it is generally viewed as existing in 3 dimensions: up/down, left/right, forward/backward. assinging these dimensions labels (e.g. like a number line, ya know?), we can then assign location in space of objects. They become mathematically real. But not really. One additional, if not more, value is necessary for the object to exist. That would be (albeit a relative value) a value assigning it's orientation - what direction it is facing - or most interestingly, ...it's perspective.

yeah yeah, i know - perspective is relative to another object, so what. it's more interesting viewed as above. look for beauty and unity. Any jerkoff can find shortcomings in anything.

one last idea - i've previously referred to time as the 4th (pseudo) dimension. It's possible that time is not even a pseudo dimension. That it really doesn't exist. that it's just a means of organizing the input we receive from the world. An illusion created by our minds to deal with the immense reality we live in - far greater than we can currently understand.
So what is the 4th? as i spoke of earlier today - 4th dimension is a marker of orientation - perspective. But perspective is relative - which brings us to the 5th dimensino - it is the marker of orientation of the "other" which enables us to define the value of our orientation. so again 4th is a pseudo dimension until teamed up with the fifth to establish palpable relativity.

That's some fucked up shit buddy...

enough of that...

So, my ability to manifest physical outcomes via mental process is getting more effective and results are becoming more specific and coming MUCH faster. Certainly the desired outcome has been manifesting within 24hrs! More on this stuff in posts to come. Ive never really mentioned this stuff because i wasnt sure i could get any interesting results... Im getting them!!!

Some Convincing Evidence...

2007-08-24T01:09:00.000-07:00

So, there's this argument about whether we evolved on earth like everything else or did god snap his fingers or played in the claybox, whatever... and poof! There we were. All naked n shit.
Interestingly enough, The religious story IS closer to the truth. Yikes, never thought I'd say THAT!

Here's the background and line of reasoning...
Conider ecosystems. All interdependent, but you can identify distinct environments all over the world. Within these ecosystems (i hope those are somewhat interchangeable?) there is a balance which is generally maintained. There are fluctuations of levels of system domination for any give organism but in the end, the balance is maintained and their domination recedes. But, there is a situation where that is not true. No we're not talking about humans yet...

When an organism is transfered from its evo-developed ecosystem to another (usually by human means), assuming the environment is basically hospitible to the organism, that organism will more often than not, spread like crazy and totally dominate the system, wreaking havoc on the naturally occurring organisms and foliage. This happens as far as I can tell, every time. Even to the point of looking at europeans comming to the americas. boom! They drown the naturally occuring ecosystem. So you probably see where this is going...

Look at where we are as beings on earth... We are effortlessly laying waste to every other organism and plant. It's not even a competition. (are plants organisms?) Well, if you look how earth works outside of our influence, this type of domination simply does not occur PERIOD. Well, unless you are dealing with a transplant... hmmm... We do act a little odd in comparison to everything else... Maybe australopithicus and cro-magnon man and all the others did exist, but there is no "missing link". We just showed up and wasted them all (or those that seeded us did).

Anyway, yep. We were planted here. Once I saw this regarding ecosystem domination stuff and how consistent it is down through all living things on this planet I became convinced. Pretty wierd stuff eh?

My latest theory (This does ultimately relate directly to morgellons + more moregellons two posts down)

2007-08-13T11:00:00.000-07:00

Ok. So try this one. There is no actual parasite, or virus, or bacteria, or protozoan, or bryozoan (or whatever he calls it). If we take a moment and consider ourselves, we will find that "I" only kind of exist at best. What we perceive as ourseves is actually a combination of very different, separate, symbiotic organisms, working together in an amazing feat of unity to create a new, "individual" organisim on a the next larger scale. so, really, our consciousness is actually the realization of a unit being greater than the sum of it's parts. Pretty neat stuff.
So what.
Well, what's next? the next order up in scale. I put forth that being the planet. Save for sunlight, we're an individual life form (we being earth). Each little person, tree, animal, whatever has it's function within the earth body. So, come along the humans. I dont know if we evolved here, or were planted here, or what, but we and everything else is here. So we gotta deal with it.
As much as i hate to admit it, humans are different than other animals. I had different reasons previously, but just off the top of my head: We are "2nd order+" creators. i.e. We create things to create things (to create things to...). Any arguable tool users, use the tools they make to 'do' something; to achieve an ends. None make tools to assist themselves in making other tools. This has resulted in two significant things: In a way no other creature on earth has done, we are able to dramatically effect our efficiency in accomplishing tasks. And just as important, we effect our order by manipulating the order beneath us.
The topic of Efficiency has been looming for a while now and it is going to remain as such. It is this manipulation of the order beneath us that I am addressing today.
The key component that enables an order to exist is balance. Each piece/organism (note:organized) functions in relation to the others around it serving a specific function wich (like that of each organism) helps to maintain the balance/equilibrium/stability of the overall system.
Due to the immense size of an order (btw - an order i think may be equivalent to or the same as a dimension) to comprehend the effects of an individual's actions is (for lack of a better word) impossible - im speaking in respect to the "butterfly effect."
As a species, we are introducing things that have never previously been part of our order's balance (an easy target would be plastics). The possible effects (as shown above) are incomprehensible - period. Furthermore, we are manipulating the order beneath us via DNA for one, but also I think through nuclear reactions (i think splitting a atom is akin to breaking through the first dimension to zero - hence what we encounter as the energy release), and even messing with antibiotics, etc. The effects this has on the order are also certainly vast and pretty much incomprehensible. Yeah, so it may be time to reconsider our present course.
Some of the effects of these activities do seem to be observable. Conceptualize our earth organism again. earth is showing a dramatic increase in human levels. they're everywhere and in huge numbers. They are producing substances totally foreign to the earth body. Think of plastic for example as being like tumorous cells in the earth body. Perhaps we need to get all the plastic together into one large tumor and eject it as say a cyst might function?
Now take that concept and (as obviously one would) and apply it to our own bodies and those of every organism in our order. The manipulation of the order beneath us has effects we will likely never understand.
Im tiring so i'll skip to the point:
The reason noone can find or identify the morgellons culprit is because there isn't one. Morgellons is the malfunctioning of the critters that make us up to begin with. Our immune systems are doing f'ed up stuff. Turning against ourselves. And doing so in numerous ways seeminly to just confuse the matter. Have you looked at the samples pulled from our sores? Look closely, it often looks like the things are consuming eachother? They are.
It is a futile endeavor to try and point the finger at any one thing - diet, presevatives, asbestos, mercury, radiation, or whatever. The problem is collective and system wide. The saving solution is a measured change of course - an evolution into a new way of being. We cannot cure ourselves. We can stop individual problems whose etiology is obvious. (i hope i used that word correctly). So yes, changing your diet will often help a number of your symptoms. Directly eliminating malfunctioning organisms will help. Removing carcinogens (?) from your immediate environment will generally help. But we cannot simply stop flying airplanes and driving cars. It's not going to happen. We DO need to begin evolving into a new relationship with our order and we probably ought to begin reducing how much we mess with the order beneath us. The sickness is 100% pervasive. We need to do some serious treatments in our govenment as well. Remember - balance. We used to have a system of checks and balances. The people we supposedly elect to SERVE our collective needs are RULING us. The system is malfunctioning, is out of control, and is killing us. And it is killing people all over the world. The same can be said of capitalism, but that's an even greater issue to deal with and I ain't touchin it yet. Keep trying to change what needs to be changed. Get ACTIVE. FIGHT when necessary. The American Evolution has begun. It is the best way to save us from ourselves. And remember, violence is nothing more than a failure in communication - we're all trying to do what seems best and most important at the moment. There's an answer to please all of us.

...OR MAYBE THERE IS A LITTLE BUGGER PARASITE THAT'S INFESTING US... I SWEAR I'M GONNA GET THESE F__KERS!

You lucky sonofabitch!

2007-08-13T10:30:00.000-07:00

That's right lucky. In fact it's likely that humans (maybe life in general?) are actually an experiment, attempting to create a "lucky" life form. The chances of any specific pregnancy happening are virtually 0. Consider the number of ejaculations that the particualr sperm must avoid. Then once he's (sorry ladies 'he' is just easier) in a launch group, hopefully he not gonna end up in one of those rubber balloons, or end up roasting in a drop of spermicide. So this lucky guy ends up actually running a real "race". Woosh! He's lauched. Now, his sense of direction is poor at best so he'll once again be lucky to even be going kinda at the target. Also halfway through the race, he has to also be lucky enought to have been shot right directly through a pin hole vulva (cause if you gotta find it on your own, the race will have ended hours before you get even close to the finish line). So, ZOOM!! Through the hole he goes. What are the chances?!?!?!?! now, he's got to be lucky enough to run head-smack on into this little tiny marble, floating somewhere in a 30 ft deep, empty, zero gravity, olympic size swimming pool. And just to make sure he's lucky, he has to do it first, among MILLIONS (I think?) of others in his lauch group. That's one lucky little mofo!

Now don't forget, he has to be lucky enough to survive, hook up with a female on the right day, unprotected and the lucky sperm selection begins again. Now do this over and over, for thousands, even millions of years. If you don't make a lucky person, then you have no place even speaking the word.

Got it! Life cycle of my version of the disease...

2007-07-27T12:33:00.000-07:00

. Well here you go. This is a rough outline. Hopefully it will at least provide a starting point...

Adult are fairly sizeable worm/maggot type creatures (This is just a guess from external observation. I haven't been able to exract one without pulverizing it first). they dont burrow particularly well but can travel through the weak flesh left behind by the newborns... adults see to inhabit the rim of a nest (sore). They are generally recognizeable by being a cresent shape bulge along the rim of the sore. One end is generally larger than the other. it is from this position that they lay eggs/cocoons throughout thde base of the sore, parhaps a couple milimeters apart. they might be mistaken for the remains of hair folicles or the like - dont be fooled.
Within these egg/cocoons, the newborns reach "newborn maturity?" i dont yet know the time period necessary (in fact, i dont know the time period for any of these events yet). The eggs while visible poking out of the center portion of the sore, hatch inward.
The emerging newborns look like thin hairs or fibers, black in color (maybe the red and blue ones come at a more advanced stage of the condition - i had them at various times- only once in a 'massive' sort of way). The newborns are the eaters. The burrow their way out of the area occupied by the sore and seek out a new site. There are many of them and they search diligently, attemting to establlish a site based on unknown criteria. Upon establishing a site, the newborns "merge". This is the stage where one finds the "hairy balls". lol The fibers/hairs whatever, merge and eventually solidify into what i call a "node". These are virtually indestructible little balls. I suspect that given enough time in a site, they develop into an adult, at which point the papule if previously undesturbed will become a sore. The adult will set up shop and begin laying eggs.

Now, the interesting part is that unless a site is completely healed, it can be reused. A disturbed node can arrive at it and set up shop. ...a disturbed node: if a node is disturbed prior to maturation it will evacuate a site, travelling throughout the weak flesh (i has kind of a watermelon like consistency) until they find an abandoned site or break in the skin, where will try again.

This is only a description of part of the disease's scope. there are many other characteristics and subtleties which i am too tired to pull together right now. i just wanted to get this information out there... Do Not Use Flea Killer as a topical - IT WILL KILL YOU. I will be honest and say I've been having progress with some other less lethal insecticides - ALL INSECTICIDES WILL HARM YOU, IF NOT KILL YOU.
IVE HAD EQUIVALENT SUCCESS USING LOTRIMIN AF. Actually, I use the generic Cloritrimazole cream. The best results i've had have been with the cream as a topical combined with Griseofulvin and Ivermectol (There was a third I found effective, but i cant remember it off hand).

I think you'll find that the reason this is so hard to kill is because of how resiliant the nodes are, and having to kill all five stages at once: adult, cocoon, fiber, fuzz ball, and node. Without killing ALL OF THEM, the condition starts right back up. And with many sites in any one area of your body, and then in multiple different areas of the body, you can see how this is a formidable task without knowing an exact procedure, etc.

HAPPY KILLING!

headline: US WINS WAR IN IRAQ! VICTORY!

2007-06-22T06:51:00.000-07:00

Indeed we did win. As you'll soon see, that's the problem. The US military is still rooted in the traditional format. Think of it like chess - you advance on your opponent. You wipe out as much of his military strength as you can while shielding you intentions in order to make the fatal blow: Disposing of the King. Now, the board is all yours. Well, that's exactly what we did. Now what? When you take over a country, in the past, that's what you did. YOU run the country, YOU provide security, YOU tax the people :-) Instead, we took over the country and the tried to hand off the hot potato. Potato aside, our troops have no mission. They arent in motion. Military success is generally measured by distance. We're not moving. Iraq is such a gut wrenching mess for our troops because, they arent trained to function under seigh. They attack (that's what all those weapons are for). Instead, i get this image of some movie? I see a person or maybe an animal (it's animated) swatting at things much smaller than him, as they tease him zooming by delivering a quick sting and away. Evermore frantically, the large fellow just continues to ineffectively swat and spin until he falls to the floor. Duh, I'm can be rather dense at times... The US army is King Kong. And if we stay up on top of the Empire Iraq Building much longer, we're gonna take that looooooooong fall to the concrete.
~Verbal

Happy Father's Day!!!!

2007-06-18T07:51:00.000-07:00

only a day late this time!

Another unfinished essay, rotting as a Draft

2007-05-23T13:52:00.000-07:00

In 1982, an innocent little blond girl stated, "They're here..." She was partially correct, they are here. Except that it's not a "they". We are here. We're everywhere. All over ATS, at the supermarket, at the carneceria, on the corner, the liquor store, in the classroom, everywhere. Beyond our humanity "we" all have one thing in common; we've noticed that there is more going on here. Much more.

Clearly, the world is dividing into the haves and the HAVE NOTS; and probably has been from the beginning. I call this hoarding. Hoarding is the result of fear. Fear of becomming a have not and suffering. Though we still function in this manner, it has become obsolete. There is no longer a scarcity of resources. There's enough for everyone (for now (1)). The problem is a matter of distribution and the will of the haves.

Whether or not there is a formal, on-going cabal conducting world wide events, or if it appears that way as an exaggerated metaphor our "pattern regcognizing" subconscious mind is using to illustrate the forces created by out current organization as a species [breath], or option 'C', the functional result is the same: Fear. stratification, hate, oppression, and ultimately, cultural collapse/revolution. This is our response to the gift of existance. Retarded. The end game, the revolution is the weak link. The word is exactly appropriate. At that point, we revolve. We initiate another cycle of fear and pain. Revolving, 'round and 'round we go, at each critical period, we elect revolution. We do so, primarily for lack of options.

We now have an alternative to revolution...

Fewer than 10 men (2) provided the key discoveries which lead to the modern applications of electricity. Recall, we're ultimately talking about basic resources; and by that i mean sufficient food, housing, and emergency/crisis preparednes (which implies health care). All three of these areas have been successfully addressed (mostly) since the dawn of human kind and are far from having any sort of dependence on electricity. What's the big deal with electricity? Efficiency (3).

(1) http://www.earth-policy.org/Books/PB2/PB2ch1_ss3.htm
(2) http://www.wisegeek.com/who-discovered-electricity.htm
(3) http://www-econ.stanford.edu/faculty/workp/swp04008.pdf

Happy Mother's Day

2007-05-13T23:58:00.000-07:00

oops, never posted this! ...duh...

So disturbed, feels like im confused

2007-05-09T19:07:00.000-07:00

due to my fearless curiosity, i just watched a video of a blonde woman, pictured from her mid torso on up, mid thirties?, panicingly pleading for there not to be video. As she's doing so, she's shot, from a foot or two away (you see the arm/hand/gun), in the forehead. No faking, no acting, no make up or mock ups. Just true horror. I dont really know what to feel or think. sometimes i feel like crying if i start to empathise with her final moments. then if i step back once, i kinda feel sick to my stomach as i see the image of her dead as if it were painted on the inside of my forehead. it saddens me that someone found it necessary to do that. of course i get curious as to their inner workings now.... im a pretty thick skinned, stoic, and smooth sailing guy and i am disturbed as fuck. l8

Winning Some for the Crazies

2007-05-04T05:26:00.000-07:00

So, first my "skin condition". While M.D.'s have been jerking me around for three years, saying that the bilateral pairs of pimples which occur on my arms, legs, torso, and face, which unhindered, grown and burst, becomming open, unhealing sores are simply created by me being a tweaker and picking at my own skin; I have been diligently researching the symptoms i experience (pimples, sores, black blood, skin discoloration, swelling...) Finally reaching a diagnosis of a fungal infection and perscribing my self griseofulvin internally, along with lotrimin ultra topically - i am almost symptom free - almost cured. I estimate complete, sustainable recovery within 4 weeks. Fuck the doctors.

According to the people around me, i also hallucinate. I have often reported a tiny fly in my home. very fast, quite small (much smaller than a house fly) as a possible contributor to something? of course, noone else has ever seen it/one of them. They generally are only seen by me in the wee hours of the morning, say 3am-6am. Of course people almost unanimously feel im just seeing things, hallucinating, making the thing up in my mind. Well, mother fuckers, I caught him/one. So, fuck you. Let me know when you want to check it out. Tiny little body of bizarre composition, with Huge Wings (for the body size). Sit and spin you assholes!

Now to solve Iran and N. Korean issues...

2007-05-04T05:12:00.000-07:00

I have a sneaking suspicion that this might work:
Agreement:
Iran/N.Korea permits UN/US inspectors UNHINDERED access to all sites in order to confirm the absence of weapon related hardware and software, as well as the absense of any possible conversion to weapon related use.

This will occur with US permission of UN/Irn., N.K. inspectors UNHINDERED access to the site located in the vicinity of Groom Lake, NV often referred to as Area 51, or wherever they find technology development which in ANY way could be incorporated into our weaponry. Transparency is scary at first. Most have some watered down concept of it, but really don't understand just how strong a person or nation must be to initiate it.

See, it just doesn't work having the US tromping around the world demanding military transparency when the US doesn't provide it/require it of itself. We should have listened to Eisenhower a little bit closer. In his final address, he warned us of most of our greatest problems being very possible futures. [someday i'll post a link to that speech here].

just for the shake of it...

2007-05-01T09:40:00.000-07:00

fleeting thoughts i have - john edwards is still around. is he going to run a positive campaign again (i.e. no neg ads, etc...)?
time is the pseudo-4th dimension - pseudo because dimension only truely come in prime numbers. those between are "psudo" dimensions.
so the next dimension upward is the 5th. that's where we come from. in their likeenss we are cvreated - 5 fingers, 5 toes, 5 primary extremities, 5 senses, 5 colors - white, black, red, yellow, blue, 5 on two hands is ten thus base ten mathematics (sure, a bit common place)
symmetry is a pointer. by having duplicated 5's its like a clue saying "go to 2". is that clear?
but why is 1/2 of 5 = 2.5???

war, shmore. Back to "the truth"

2007-04-06T20:16:00.000-07:00

as it turns out, i was exactly correct about the fiber business. only thing is, i was only correct about me. seems ive had a nasty fungal infection for the last 3 or so years. the black i was bleeding was fungus in my blood. ewe! anyway, the infection was pervasive, throughout my body; every limb, torso and ... head. it is my belief that while a fungi is a single cell critter, that they come together as they do, in order to form a network, which overtime creates an single, more intelligent, consciousness - just ilke ourselves if you think about it... i also believe that this fungus infecting me was actually communicating with me and at times, exerting independent influence over my behavior. i cant say for sure, but it's possible that the extent of my infection was far greater than most have been or would likely believe. we'll see soon...