Another open letter to Judge Gerald W. Hardcastle, Family Court, Clark County, Nevada - Las Vegas

(I know I just wrote one, but I've got to get this shit out of my head before it kills me.)

Dear Mr. Hardcastle (I've stopped using titles & conventions that are misnomers),

You barely skimmed the final written page of my statement.  Unfortunately, that was the part where I stopped touting myself and pointed out that we learn how to parent from our parents.  Therefore, when you find a shockingly poor parent, you can pretty much rest assured that their parents SUCKED as well.  Not a tough puzzle to put together.  Little too tough for you it seems.  Since you just gave my children to the Mother of an insanely abusive Mother.  WHERE THE FUCK DO YOU THINK SHE LEARNED THE ABUSIVE PARENTING BEHAVIORS?!?!?!?!  You asshole.

Let's look at the case at hand and your ruling.  Four months ago, to the elation of my children and myself, Judge Teuton made a temporary ruling giving me full physical custody of my children.  This came following a 5 year progression which began with me having 1 hr of visitation with my children, once per week, at Donna's House and joint legal custody.  I sucked it up and jumped through each hoop placed before me.  While my ex- slowly discredited herself with each step, I gained credibility.  When at last Judge Teuton began to realize that I am not the garbage my ex- claims me to be but I may in fact the be the good father I claim to be.  So we have a test four months until the evidentiary hearing,

The four months go by without drama.  Finally the kids got to live a life without manipulation and head games,  where screaming, yelling, and fighting are not being modeled for them on a regular basis.  They finally saw that effective communication and understanding can be a two way street for a parent and child.

Then came the hearing of Monday, Feb. 11th, 2013.  Judge Teuton has taken on new responsibilities and you are assigned the case.  At the hearing, the only substantial new evidence is the recordings of the abuse.  Everything else has been said before a million times.  A hearing to make the final ruling is scheduled for that Friday.

So what do you do?  On Friday, you elect to throw aside Judge Teuton's orders.  A colleague's decision, based on 5 years of experience handling the case is completely ignored in favor of your opinion, grounded upon a single 3 hour hearing.  With the exception of some disturbing recordings of the mother, i.e. with no new evidence, you decide that the children should be removed from my home and placed under the full physical AND legal custody of my ex-'s mother (i.e. maternal grandmother - Nana) and I am to have 4 hours of supervised visitation twice per week.  WHAT?!?!  BASED ON WHAT?!?!  What EVIDENCE do you have to support placing such massive restrictions upon my relationship and parental authority with my children - in TOTAL OPPOSITION to the order made just four months prior?  NONE.  You have none, nothing but your personal assumptions, prejudices, and bias.  Three unavoidable influences which every Judge tries to minimize, NOT BASE ONE'S ENTIRE RULING UPON.  My children's lives are at stake and you are spewing your emotional baggage all over the courtroom.  You're a disgrace to your position and peers.

So it's been a week and I've seen my children for two hours, playing on the floor of Nana's sterile home.  Now I've been informed I WILL NOT SEE MY KIDS until after she has a copy of the signed, written order.  She has also determined that the only acceptable person to supervise my visits is my 73 year old, handicapped mother who lives in Summerlin (I'm on eastside and Nana is in Henderson).  How thoughtful and considerate of her...  My kids have lived with me UNSUPERVISED FOR THE LAST YEAR AND A HALF WITHOUT A PROBLEM.  I've dealt with supervised visits for five degrading years and elicited nothing but comments about what an outstanding father I am, and YOU still decide I'm not to be trusted with my children.  Blow me.  My son has been pulled out of his school and will be flung into a classroom of strangers for the THIRD time since September.  He's in Kindergarten.  I went to a TOTAL  of 3 schools K-12.  It's his FIRST FUCKING YEAR!  I'm very excited about some of the Public Charter Schools and want to take advantage of this great resource.  I can't even get their mom or Nana to bother looking at one of the web sites.  Now I don't even have legal authority on paper! (I've only had it in practice for the last four months).  I won't even go into the the psychotic Voodoo-Christianity prison you've thrown my kids into...  My father is Born-Again, I know what that's about.  These people are out of their fucking minds.  You, Mr. Gerald W. Hardcastle, have made a terrible error and my children are paying dearly for it.

I may be down, but I'm not out.  What's a few more months and thousands of more dollars?  Very little to you, but a cruel & painful blow to my family.  But I will continue.  I'm appealing.  I will pull the money out of my ass. I will correct your failure.  And my children & I will win.  Fuck you.

Holy 5hit!!! Who the Fuhk are YOU?!? An open letter to Judge G. Hardcastle, Clark County, NV, Family Court

Really? Who T F are YOU, Judge Hardasshole?  I'm the gaddam plaintiff!  I've been fighting for my right to be a Dad for FIVE shiddy years, proving myself to a reasonable and fair minded Judge Teuton.  Finally earning full custody 4 months ago.  Then you stroll in and with your 3 hours of experience with this case, decide you know everything there is to know and chuck Teuton's ruling (based on 5 years of experience) in the trash, set me back 5 years and give my kids to a proven, two time loser (as far as successful parenting). And you do so with a holier than thou, self-righteous air.  All but saying, "You are going to raise two drug addict kids." AS IF YOUR OWN DAUGHTER ISN'T A WHORING, TWEEKING, METH ADDICT.  So what the fuhk do you know?

Maybe drug habits are evidence of a deeper short coming in parenting than you can admit.  Maybe your inability to accept and understand your responsibility and failings is precisely what left the gaping hole in your daughter's life that meth so readily fills?  Maybe.  The point is, I don't know.  And neither do you.  So rather than making massive, growth stunting decisions based on stereotypes, assumptions, and villainization of illicit substances, perhaps some research into the individuals and history of the case at hand with an open mind might be warranted?  How about a DROP of humility?  After all, family attorneys pay $200 for a new judge when they see your name - More often than ANY other judge in the state.  Hmmm...

How is it that when I care for my kids, I receive no financial assistance.  Which is fine.  There are plenty of ways to be a good parent other than shelling out cash.  Of course Mom in this case doesn't do either, but whatever.  Now, when Mom has custody of the kids, suddenly she needs an extra $600 per month from me.  Kids just got way more expensive?  In many cases that's not much so I shouldn't bitch.  HOLD THE FUHK UP.  If someone makes $6000/month, yeah, $5400 is still a fair amount to live on. But the rule is actually 25%, so it's down to $4800.  Leaner for sure, but dude will survive. BUT if you make $3000/month and drop to $2400 per month.  That's gettin' tough.  Hmmm... $1000 mortgage, $250 electric, $150 phones, $100 gas/water, $100 net&tv...  I'm already down to $800 left and haven't done fuel, hope you don't smoke?, do you eat? or wear clothes? oil change? Ooooohh! Need brakes! You're sunk!  and don't even think about DOING something if you actually get to see your kids.  Whoever made up the 1 kid = 18% and 2 kids = 25%?  was making like $10,000 a month and could make it on $7000.  Not $3000 and dropping to $2100.  It's called relative impact. You people are idiots.

Fuck you Hardcastle.  Cause you give custody to Nana - the proud mother of two -> a "whatever I can get right now" addict (meth) and a heroin addict.  Both with emotional issues (not sure about the heroin addict...).  AND now the cost of kids goes up again!!! Nana needs $950 a month to raise them. $200 from her daughter and... nope, not $600 anymore, $750 sounds good in Hardcastle's court.  In your 45 second assessment, you know better than the investigation of the Child Support Division.  And she doesn't need $600 like her daughter (I might have been able to afford $400 - double of Mom, but reasonable given limited income) But no, now the Custodian needs $950.  Funny how the previous 4 months I didn't need a fukin penny, but overnight, $0 becomes $950.  I am in my 2nd loan modification.  I haven't been able to pay my mortgage in 6 months.  The bank is helping me out, I'm in the critical trial period and you slap a new $750 a month bill on me like it's reasonable.  Fuck you.  Especially when I have been providing a wonderful home for my kids, and am capable, ready, and willing to continue to do so for the next 14 years.  No, this is better, give the kids to a proven shitty parent, not the loving father with the Psy. MA degree, that works at home so he can be the great Dad he is.

It's retarded to fling bovine insults like "Fuck you." and what not.  ...Maybe I am retarded...  and you're a piece of shit.  See you after my appeal, dick.


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How can you connect God with Life Insurance?

Most life insurance policies have a number of exclusionary statements regarding circumstances under which they aren't going to pay out;  Like if you die, or whatever... In just about every policy you will see the policy will not pay beneficiaries if the death was due to "an act of War or God."  An act of God?  What does that mean?
Well, the best open ended definition I could find was, "An event that directly and exclusively results from the occurrence of natural causes that could not have been prevented by the exercise of foresight or caution; an inevitable accident." Really? What if there is no God? Then do my kids get paid when I get caught near an eruption and torched alive in molten lava while vacationing in Hawaii? What if the Gov't is using HAARP to manipulate the weather? Does my family get paid then? When Chaney and old man Bush are getting crushed playing poker with some Palestinians and have to send a massive storm to lay waste to Israel. Meanwhile, I'm IN Israel, celebrating the death of Christ and killing Christian babies. Suddenly hail starts to fall from the sky. As the hail's intensity grows, so does the size of the hail stones. OUCH!!! Then my skull is split in half by a stone the size of a softball and I die. Are Leo and Ahlia millionaires? Or has the Gov't just screwed them AGAIN? Or, Ooops! Tsunami! 100,000 Die! Thousands of refugees and orphans. Buuuuuut, conveniently, no payouts! Sorry people. Suck my dick. An Act of God. ...Don't you mean Lord God? Oh, nevermind.

A (not so) Clear Explanation of Cellular Mafia: As Consumers, we are a bunch of pussies.

For roughly a decade and a half, we have quietly allowed cellular companies to rape our asses with a business model devoid of logic or reasonable fairness, and they've done so without any stealth or covert action.  They've done it right out in the open; in front of God and everyone.

Given the prominence of cel phones, why hasn't there been public outrage?  Let's take a look at what I'm talking about.  I subscribe to a cellular plan. By agreeing to pay x dollars at the end of the month, I am allotted y minutes of use of my phone.  In the event that I use more than y minutes, I am charged per minute at an extremely high rate.  Save for the Sprint (or AT&T?) exception, the minutes of usage remaining under y are simply lost & forgotten at the end of each billing cycle.

Would someone please explain to me what the utility of my psychic usage prediction is?  Clearly it's not useful to me except letting me know when Verizon is gonna start fucking me harder (can't really stop using my phone...)  So how does forcing me to make this guess help their ability to provide their service?  I'll tell you how it helps.  It is a covert means for them to charge me higher rates for my phone usage than I expect to pay.  For example:

I use 800 minutes per month.
Plans are tiered at 700 min - $63 or 1400 min - $84.  Overage minutes are $0.15 per min.
If I choose 700 with my average 100 min overage, my monthly is $78.  For $6 more, I can have 1400 minutes and not sweat it every month; 'cause if I go 900 min one month, my bill will be $93 - Fuck! Shoulda gone with 1400...
So I choose to eat the $6 and not worry.  $.06 is far more reasonable than $.09 or $.15 anyway.
WRONG!  I normally use 800 min and am paying $84.  That's over $.10 per minute!

Now, if you insist that I'm paying $.06 then I'm purchasing 600 minutes each month that at the end of the month are being taken back and discarded.  So each month I'm being cheated out of $36.  I've been with Verizon over 10 years.  As a fair estimate, that's $436 a year or at least $4,500 that Verizon has ripped me off over the years.  The real amount is considerably more.

There is NO reason for cellular service to be billed as it is, other than to veil the fact that the public is being ripped off.  There is no reason cel phones can't be billed just like a regular land line phone or ANY OTHER UTILITY.  Cellular service, like land lines, should be considered a public utility at this point and not be allowed to function as a cartel, ripping off the public every month.  I WANT BACK ALL THE MONEY THEY'VE STOLEN FROM ME AND THEN SOME.  THEY'RE NOTHING BUT SOPHISTICATED CRIMINALS.

An open letter to cardiologist, Dr. Chauncey Crandall

To: pr@ChaunceyCrandall.com

Re: http://www.newsmax.com/MKTNews/four-signs-heart-failure-crandall/2013/01/18/id/472136?promo_code=122C6-1&utm_source=taboola

(wonderful, now I'm giving him free website traffic... oh well...)

Please pass along to Chauncey the message that he's a piece of shit for using his chosen marketing methods .

I'm certain the phrase, "How the hell am I going to pay my mortgage this month?" was foreign to C.C.'s mind beginning long before his internet marketing strategy was even possible.  So is it really necessary to play on people's health concerns and fears and lure them into joining a group effort to make C.C. "fabulously wealthy" instead of just "very rich".  He lured me in with his "4 signs your heart is quietly failing."  I was so disappointed when he launched into his nauseating marketing monologue; never providing the information he had lead us to expect.  Instead he changes his 4 Things from "signs my heart is quietly failing" to "that happen right before a heart attack." THEN he proceeds to manipulate his victims AGAIN by only providing 2 of the 4 things, and provides only partial information at that.

I'm sure Chauncey is an outstanding doctor; which makes his descent into the worst depths of capitalist marketing all the more dlsgusting.  Dangling life-saving information in front of people like a carrot in front of a donkey.  He then subtly changes his bait into something more honest but less luring,  and then fails to provide even HALF of this new information in some adolescent, unethical attempt to further bait & manipulate his reader.  He's like a sociopathic girlfriend.

So this is how our professional, medical elite see their role in society.  Nice.  Well when the economy collapses and prison rape gangs roam the countryside, I can only pray they come across Chauncey on a warm spring day, strolling along a Florida beach...  They say, "Hi."  He says, "Hello."

Admittedly, I envy his financial success, but that doesn't make him any less of a piece of shit.

The Wash. Post: Mexican drug cartels killing children

This is a two year+ old post, but no one saw it, and I happen to like it, and it's my blog, and I'll cry if I want to!

That's right. Drug crazed maniacs, running the streets in Mexico, brandishing their weapons, searching for children under 10 to kill as symbols of their evil hearts. That's right. Little children. ...Evil bastards. See! A Mexican gets a little bit of money and what does he do? He starts killing children. Yeah, I think it's best we just leave them in their cardboard boxes...
NO, YOU DUMBFUCKS! It's the only reasonable and humane course of action under the given circumstances. Think about it. Man and his wife are working for a cartel. DEA offers them a bunch of money to be informants. The get a bunch of guys killed and thrown in jail and eventually get discovered. So, appropriately, the cartel goes to their home and kills them. Since there was no time to get a baby sitter, the couple's 5 year old witnessed the murder of his parents. Needless to say, he was a bit bothered by the event. So what do you do? Let the kid stay there with his dead parents for a while and eventually grow up a massively scarred and emotionally damaged individual? No, you show a little mercy and responsibility and kill the kid too. The guys didn't enjoy killing the child. It was a nightmare for them no doubt. But it was the right thing to do and they "manned up" and did it. My condolences to all involved. Yuk. But news people: WISE UP!

Does your gut support Chris Dorner? (The Cop Killer in California, idiots)

Clearly, the killings are immoral and wrong.  But that's after we've applied reasoned morality to the events and situation.  What about before we give it any thought.  I may just be bitter or disillusioned, but before my mind puts in it's two cents, my gut roots for Dorner.  I'm not saying this is right or good, I'm just being honest.  Does anyone else have this type of simultaneous, contradicting reactions towards this GREAT ENTERTAINMENT!!!  lol but really, anyone else have the gut impulse to cheer for Dorner? or am I just a crazy sick fuck?

Quick, clear explanation as to "Why The Bible is Bullshit."

The Holy Bible is Bullshit.  How do I know this?  It's quite simple really.  The Bible is supposed to contain  the words of God, His messages to humanity.  If that's the case, why all the vagueness?  Why do we need to interpret everything?  Why all the contradictions and riddles?  Why?!?!! Because it's the word of MEN!  NOT GOD!  If God had something to tell someone or anyone or everyone, surely he could do so in a clear, succinct way, that was easily understood by all. Right?
 HE'S GOD YOU IDIOTS!!!  GOD DOESN'T HAVE COMMUNICATION PROBLEMS!!!

Cultural Faillure: Immediacy being used as an excuse for poor Accuracy

I am speaking in the most general terms.  This is an occurance in every American's (maybe "Human's") life, nearly every hour, of everyday, and we don't even notice.  This is using Immediacy as an excuse for poor Accuracy.  i.e. doing a poor job in the name of getting the job done quicker (or often, "at all".)  This issue is not just a labor type matter.  It is pervasive throughout every aspect of our lives. 

Communication is a prime example.  Look at our speech and language.  So many people are just too lazy to bother with basic enunciation of their words.  Over time, as hard consanants fade away,  common phrases mutate into colloquialisms, making communication between persons outside the local community more and more difficult.  Literacy is also a contributor to the enunciation problem.  When a person doesn't know how to read and spell, they have no reference for the words they hear and learn from other people's speech.  Relying exclusively on hearing to decipher communications makes for countless errors and misunderstandings, which if common enough, make their way into the language, further reducing the accuracy of language.  For example, look at the difficulty encountered when saying individual letters over the telephone.  The point is, "Accuracy precludes Immediacy."

Case in point - This article.  I'm rushing just to get it done.  So it's not as engaging and thought provoking as it could be.  If you've made it this far, I'm lucky.  But if I just took some more time and did it right, I'd have more repeat readers.  Oh well, fumble...  try again...  Cheers.