Another unfinished essay, rotting as a Draft

In 1982, an innocent little blond girl stated, "They're here..." She was partially correct, they are here. Except that it's not a "they". We are here. We're everywhere. All over ATS, at the supermarket, at the carneceria, on the corner, the liquor store, in the classroom, everywhere. Beyond our humanity "we" all have one thing in common; we've noticed that there is more going on here. Much more.

Clearly, the world is dividing into the haves and the HAVE NOTS; and probably has been from the beginning. I call this hoarding. Hoarding is the result of fear. Fear of becomming a have not and suffering. Though we still function in this manner, it has become obsolete. There is no longer a scarcity of resources. There's enough for everyone (for now (1)). The problem is a matter of distribution and the will of the haves.

Whether or not there is a formal, on-going cabal conducting world wide events, or if it appears that way as an exaggerated metaphor our "pattern regcognizing" subconscious mind is using to illustrate the forces created by out current organization as a species [breath], or option 'C', the functional result is the same: Fear. stratification, hate, oppression, and ultimately, cultural collapse/revolution. This is our response to the gift of existance. Retarded. The end game, the revolution is the weak link. The word is exactly appropriate. At that point, we revolve. We initiate another cycle of fear and pain. Revolving, 'round and 'round we go, at each critical period, we elect revolution. We do so, primarily for lack of options.

We now have an alternative to revolution...

Fewer than 10 men (2) provided the key discoveries which lead to the modern applications of electricity. Recall, we're ultimately talking about basic resources; and by that i mean sufficient food, housing, and emergency/crisis preparednes (which implies health care). All three of these areas have been successfully addressed (mostly) since the dawn of human kind and are far from having any sort of dependence on electricity. What's the big deal with electricity? Efficiency (3).



(1) http://www.earth-policy.org/Books/PB2/PB2ch1_ss3.htm
(2) http://www.wisegeek.com/who-discovered-electricity.htm
(3) http://www-econ.stanford.edu/faculty/workp/swp04008.pdf

Happy Mother's Day

oops, never posted this! ...duh...

So disturbed, feels like im confused

due to my fearless curiosity, i just watched a video of a blonde woman, pictured from her mid torso on up, mid thirties?, panicingly pleading for there not to be video. As she's doing so, she's shot, from a foot or two away (you see the arm/hand/gun), in the forehead. No faking, no acting, no make up or mock ups. Just true horror. I dont really know what to feel or think. sometimes i feel like crying if i start to empathise with her final moments. then if i step back once, i kinda feel sick to my stomach as i see the image of her dead as if it were painted on the inside of my forehead. it saddens me that someone found it necessary to do that. of course i get curious as to their inner workings now.... im a pretty thick skinned, stoic, and smooth sailing guy and i am disturbed as fuck. l8

Winning Some for the Crazies

So, first my "skin condition". While M.D.'s have been jerking me around for three years, saying that the bilateral pairs of pimples which occur on my arms, legs, torso, and face, which unhindered, grown and burst, becomming open, unhealing sores are simply created by me being a tweaker and picking at my own skin; I have been diligently researching the symptoms i experience (pimples, sores, black blood, skin discoloration, swelling...) Finally reaching a diagnosis of a fungal infection and perscribing my self griseofulvin internally, along with lotrimin ultra topically - i am almost symptom free - almost cured. I estimate complete, sustainable recovery within 4 weeks. Fuck the doctors.

According to the people around me, i also hallucinate. I have often reported a tiny fly in my home. very fast, quite small (much smaller than a house fly) as a possible contributor to something? of course, noone else has ever seen it/one of them. They generally are only seen by me in the wee hours of the morning, say 3am-6am. Of course people almost unanimously feel im just seeing things, hallucinating, making the thing up in my mind. Well, mother fuckers, I caught him/one. So, fuck you. Let me know when you want to check it out. Tiny little body of bizarre composition, with Huge Wings (for the body size). Sit and spin you assholes!

Now to solve Iran and N. Korean issues...

I have a sneaking suspicion that this might work:
Agreement:
Iran/N.Korea permits UN/US inspectors UNHINDERED access to all sites in order to confirm the absence of weapon related hardware and software, as well as the absense of any possible conversion to weapon related use.

This will occur with US permission of UN/Irn., N.K. inspectors UNHINDERED access to the site located in the vicinity of Groom Lake, NV often referred to as Area 51, or wherever they find technology development which in ANY way could be incorporated into our weaponry. Transparency is scary at first. Most have some watered down concept of it, but really don't understand just how strong a person or nation must be to initiate it.

See, it just doesn't work having the US tromping around the world demanding military transparency when the US doesn't provide it/require it of itself. We should have listened to Eisenhower a little bit closer. In his final address, he warned us of most of our greatest problems being very possible futures. [someday i'll post a link to that speech here].

just for the shake of it...

fleeting thoughts i have - john edwards is still around. is he going to run a positive campaign again (i.e. no neg ads, etc...)?
time is the pseudo-4th dimension - pseudo because dimension only truely come in prime numbers. those between are "psudo" dimensions.
so the next dimension upward is the 5th. that's where we come from. in their likeenss we are cvreated - 5 fingers, 5 toes, 5 primary extremities, 5 senses, 5 colors - white, black, red, yellow, blue, 5 on two hands is ten thus base ten mathematics (sure, a bit common place)
symmetry is a pointer. by having duplicated 5's its like a clue saying "go to 2". is that clear?
but why is 1/2 of 5 = 2.5???